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Friday, 01 February 2008

  • damn.

    havent been on here in a minute....

    haha. oh well.

    i'm still alive. working and going to school. i started my internship with this great place. i'll have to come back and tell you about it later. damn xanga has changed so much i dont even know how to work this shit anymore. HAHA.


Saturday, 27 October 2007

  • geesh. crawling out of the darkness that is myspace....

    hey to anyone that will read this. it's been too long since i've posted but with myspace's addictive nature, it's hard to come back to xanga. i just wanted to update everyone on my current situation. still in school. this is my last technical semester before my internship in spring with for kids, inc. which is a homeless shelter & transitional housing for homeless families. then i'll be graduating in may with my bachelor's in human services and minor in psychology. hopefully i'll be able to get a job with for kids, inc then as a case manager. for the time being. i want to go back to school for social work or marriage & family therapy but i'm not quite sure which one yet. then come june i will be getting a NEW last name, as i will be marrying adrian, the wonderful dude i've been dating for 2 and half years. i've very happy about becoming a wife and soon after that i hope to start my own family and then take on the family role of a mother.

    as for my last post that i did on my godson passing away. it has been almost a year and as hard as that has been for me & his mother in particular... she was lucky enough to have a healthy baby girl on sept 11. she is the spitting image of her older brother and i'm so happy to have such a wonderful neice like her.

    my other godson, chase is growing like a weed and is almost walking. he is such a special little boy to me... i love him so much.

    anyways.... i have a ton of homework to do... but i wanted to update ANYONE that cares. miss xanga a lot. maybe i'll come back.

    love always

    jay

Friday, 19 January 2007

  • hello to anyone who still reads this. but anyways. i havent been on xanga much cause myspace is my new vice. but i wanted anyone (i say that cause i dunno who reads this) that i'm doing fine. started school and stuff like that. just trying to enjoy my life. i've been kinda depressed for several reasons but i'm not sure what they are. i miss my nephew badly. i miss jasmine. i'm not ok with my current weight. i feel like i have 100 things in my head & 75 of them in my heart. my mind hasnt been in the right place lately and so naturally i've been neglecting my best friends. i'm just ok but not ok in so many ways. i'm sure this will all pass soon & i'll get back to being my happy self, but until then... i'll just pray.

Wednesday, 29 November 2006

  • coping

    hey it's me again. i've been spending time on thanksgiving break, trying to really enjoy the break. trying to cope with the loss of my nephew. & trying to swallow other people's reactions to his death. i guess people deal with things in certain ways by not knowing what to say, acting sad when they really arent, acting happy when they really arent. it's hard because some people have never experienced death close to them. they dont know what it feels like to lose someone close to them. i've lost a few family members as i got older and it's never easy but you realize whats ok and whats not ok during a time of pain. i just dont know how to explain how were coping with stuff.

Friday, 24 November 2006

  • lost without you

    today was a horrible day. my best friend & her husband lost their 2 month old baby boy (my nephew). we couldnt wait for that lil booger to get here & now he's gone. i cant believe it. i'm so lost right now. i'm so angry. i'm so hurt. i'm upset. i'm so..... nothing at all. i cant imagine the pain jaz is going through right now. & her husband was stationed in iraq this whole time. he never even got to see that beautiful baby. worst of all she's in new york (she was visiting family) & i cant be there with her to hug her & hold her. i cant help her at all & i feel so helpless. i just wish this was a bad dream & that i when i wake up tomorrow he'll still be here. i just wish i could hold him & kiss him one last time. i wish he knew how much we loved him and how much his mommy & daddy loved him. he was our miracle baby. please keep our "family" in your prayers.

    th_snoopyJJ

    tonie lee sims
    snoopy
    09.24.06 - 11.23.06

    my squishy.

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    i love you so much baby.
    give jesus a big hug & kiss for me.
    remember me when i get to heaven
    cause i got lots of love for you baby.

    1230238651_m

    your mommy loves you so much!

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