May 18, 2005

  • [ mood ] ::  what have i done


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    Star Wars Horoscope for Pisces

    A typical Pisces, you have your head in the clouds. You're self-sacrificing and a bit too passive to stand up to the dark side. You become fairly pessimistic when put under pressure. You are a chameleon - wanting to change your scenery on occassion. Star wars character you are most like: Lando


    wait a minute!!! there was a black dude in the old star wars???  i DID NOT know that... learn something new everyday


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    ugh i'm so upset... just cried my eyes out... deep down i know i did the right thing, but i hurt part of myself and someone else in the process... it was never my intention... and i apologize... i really honestly am hurting... but thats what love does... i have to see what there is out there... and if it works out... great... if not... i'll have some soul searching to do...


    well jazzo and i got into a fight yesterday about something i will not repeat... it was so trival... and she hurt me and i hurt her... were cool now... i just want her to realize that she was absolutely right when she said things were different because she was married now... so things apply differently to us all... i never meant to say what i said in a vicious way... i just wanted to help you understand our situations were one in the same... i love you jaz... always will


    mary kay found out today she's gotta have a histerictomy... which is sad because deep down i know she was hoping ron would change his mind and want another baby... but now it definately wont happen... i feel so bad for her... i'm really hurting because of that too... she's been through so much lately i dont know how she gets out of bed every morning but thank god she does... cause she keeps me sane... i thank god daily i have her in my life


    i'm getting depressed again... my dad thinks it's bull... i'm making it up... but something isnt right... i wish i could go away for a month without anyone talking to me... just me, myself, and i... thats all i need right now is some alone time...


    well i'm gonna go... leave some inspirational comments for me people... i love ya'll... much love xoxo


    <3 jay



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Comments (3)

  • thanks for ur comment on myspace!!:) u make my day!:)!!!!!

  • Sorry to hear about your being upset, you know I'm willing to listen if you decide you want someone to talk to.

  • God bless kizzle...i've gotta go see her, i feel like a complete boob for not doing it...but...hey...it's not bull because i've been feeling it too...but you know what? honestly, if you went a month without talkin to me, i would straight up die...and hey...i love you too kiddo...i mean, it was a straight up misunderstanding, and i understand that...i know i've taken things differently from when i was single to now being married...but i don't wanna shoot you down for anything...you are mature and special and beautiful and i know you know how to handle yourself...but i have your back...okay?? alright this is turning into an essay so i'll stop...i love you forever and ever...

    ~~yaya for life~~

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