May 21, 2005

  • [ mood ] ::  men


    [ quote ] :: "fuck you. i'm leaving!" - cory, to ebony @ carson's house... kinda rude but funny at the same time...


    [ xangsta ] :: joe_x


    [ new subs ] :: none... what a BIG suprise... haha


    [ flashback friday ] :: i suck i'm putting it up here...


    click here to read 09.29.03


    god this was SUCH a long time ago... i was talking about shawn... which for those who dont know is my ex bf... from like 8th grade... were good friends now... anyways we were trying to get up or something... didnt work out... thats fine tho... lol talking about cory like i use to in EVERY single post... golly dang... and of course at the end is a SUPER great poem i wrote about cory... god i was such a phein... haha lemme stop i still am... sorta...


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     yeah thats all i have to say about today... adrian and i had a bit of a falling out once again... i'm sick of his shit... but i dunno...


    yeah cory straight dissed ebony at the door i was like  but i found it funny too cause i feel like saying that sometimes...


    i saw my p.lane and we chilled for a quick minute... i cleaned ron and mary kay's living room today... 3 room down... 4 more to go... i'm telling there was SOOOOO much dust in that house i nearly cried... i cant wait to get it all cleaned out...


    i had this super long emotional talk with mary kay about my love and like for different people in my life... blah blah blah... it was really good to let things out but i dunno... sometimes i feel like even when i talk about it, it doesnt help... i miss a certain person really bad... i wont even state his name... he's not worth mentioning anymore even tho i've done mentioned him like 50 times in the post already LOL... i dunno i'm not sure why i cant be serious with someone... either i'm not feeling it or their not feeling it... it's aggravating... i really want to just settle down with someone right now and be serious... i just wanna be in love... i wanna be 17 again... 17 was a great year... i had the man of my dreams, school was ok, had my car, had my best friend... if only i could have that back...


    but anyways i'm gonna go to bed... i have to get up ridiculously early in the morning to go strawberry picking with my aunt... and then i gotta go take my grandma somewhere after that... so i dunno... i'll be around... much love xoxo


    <3 jay



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