June 4, 2005

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  i'm sorry i havent updated in a while... i've been busy with things... and just stupid crap like that... and it's not like i've been having a ton of fun either... so basically adrian and i broke up... i dont even wanna go into the reasons... because THEY ARE BULLSHIT... and they are really funny reasons... right now i feel SO stupid for believing that i could get the guy in the end... this makes me start to think that god is still working on me and someone else... i wont even say his name... but back to adrian... i told him last night "you're gonna see... and you're gonna be sooooo sorry... a day will come and you will think back and say 'damn i wish i had stayed with her...' and maybe you'll be smart before i do... cause if i beat you to being smart you'll be one sorry man... cause i'ma tell you to holla back" and he said "i know... i know you're gonna come to me later and i'll want all of you and you'll tell me to drop dead... i know this... and i'll be missing out... but i hope it doesnt happen..." yea whatever... he's got feelings for me... but apparently feelings dont cover everything

  
  

  but i really dont feel like writing anything else... i've spend this whole morning crying... even tho it's kinda late cause we broke up yesterday... but whatever... i'll holla much love

  
  

  <3 jay

  
  

  forget about all this other crap... i dont feel like copy and pasting

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