June 11, 2005

  • [ mood ] ::


    [ quote ] :: "i think she has sweaty purple ear syndrome! ::touches my ear:: OH MY GOD feel how hot her ear is!!!" - jaz, joking me for being on the phone too long last night


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    well anyways... havent done much today either... i know i'm such a boring person... basically i'm gluton for punishment...


    i'm in a rather BAD mood right now... because i was suppose to be having lunch with a friend of mine and i havent heard anything from this friend... and it was the friend's idea to go out to lunch and now i'm being stood up... well i got a trick for their ass...


    i feel slow, kinda outta it... like i'm missing something... i feel like i'm not up on stuff now... i dunno where this feeling is coming from.  i think it's all in my head cause i get in these moods... anyways unfortunately i'm not doing anything tonight... i'm thinking bowling sounds good right about now cause i need to unlease some anger out on my ball...


    anyways last night we went to applebees cause i love applebees... i dunno what it is about that place but i phein to go there... so jaz, sade, and i went and they sat there and joked around while i ate... cause i was in a strange craving for chicken fingers and french fries... our waitress had to be the dumbest girl alive... and all jaz could do was joke her the whole time... then sade is so desperately trying to hook me up with the other waiter named .... ::drumroll:: .... james... i love that name.  anyways it was pretty fun... then we went up to blockbuster cause i was in hopes of buying napoleon dynamite... but it was like 21 bucks and i know i could get it cheaper somewhere else.  so that was the end of that.


    then we had a discussion on children and babies... and how i'll probably be the last one with kids because i want them so bad... yeah i want kids bad.  and maybe i will be the last one to have my children cause i'm not going bring my children in a situation where they dont need to be in. cause i'm not about to go marry any man that asks me... and shack up right then and there... i'm sorry but lets be married for awhile. lets be financially set. lets be emotionally good with ourselves and each other before we take on the biggest challenge we will face together.  i refuse to let having children turn my life upside down.  i want my children to turn my life right side up.


    anyways that made me a little upset too... so i'm done... i'll update tomorrow... much love xoxo


    <3 jay



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Comments (6)

  • I hate when people stand me up. It's so stupid. And I hate when people don't respond to my e-mails and stuff.

  • Hey!  Yea, that tracker thing comes in handy, hehehehe!  I like the new layout and I take it you`ve had it before??  I haven`t "known" you that long, so I don`t know.  haha but anyways, how are things w/ you?!?  Haven`t talked to you in a while!

  • applebees? i <3 that place too.

  • *i'll link you too by the way (-:

  • aww I'll miss you too!

    Yeah good idea with the children *nods* best to be stable and what not. Though sucks that they think you'll be the last with them. Oh well you're smarter so >.>

    Whenever I go to applebees I either order the chicken finger and fries or the popcorn shrimp platter mmmm!!

    Anyways, gotta go!

    <3 Anna

  • hey you and the kid thing hmmmm. oh well awesome names very unique.

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