June 14, 2005

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  1. Your Full name: jennifer nichole rash<br /> 2. Do you feel like your name fits you? pretty much i'd rather have nichole as my first name...<br /> 3. Do you have an alter ego? If so, what is his/her name? not really... there's jay rah... but we the same<br /> 4. Where were you born? norfolk, va<br /> 5. Where do you live? va<br /> 6. Do you like to travel? yeah, but when it's time to come home i'm all ready for it<br /> 7. What is your birthday? 2.22.85<br /> 8. Do you have siblings? yes one brother, justin (4)<br /> 9. Do you have pets? yes 1 dog, bear<br /> 10. Which was the happiest year of your life? 2003 up until cory broke up with me<br /> 11. How old do you wish you were? 25: married... trying to get pregnant<br /> 12. A movie is being made about your life. Who would you cast to play yourself? julia stiles<br /> 13. Who would you cast to play your significant other? (if you have no significant other, cast someone anyway) ashton kutcher<br /> 14. How would this movie end? i get married...<br /> 15. Is it better to be famous or infamous? infamous... i'd rather live a modest life<br /> 16. Youre going to die a natural death. What is the cause? old age<br /> 17. Youre going to die a sudden, tragic death. What is the cause? something quick and painless<br /> 18. How long do you plan on living? 70's or 80's<br /> 19. What was the last song you got stuck in your head? no no no dont phunk with my heart... lol<br /> 20. Sing any commercial jingle. brother's in law... huffman and huffman<br /> 21. What is your favourite element on the periodic table? einsteninum<br /> 22. Sunrise or sunset? sunset<br /> 23. Introvert or extrovert? introvert<br /> 24. Creation or evolution? creation<br /> 25.Action or reaction? action<br /> 26. Unity or individuality? U-N-I-T-Y<br /> 27. Hugs or drugs? hugs man... hugs<br /> 28. Animal, vegetable, or mineral? wtf? lol animal<br /> 29. Popsicle, creamcicle, or fudgecicle? fudgecicle<br /> 30. Fight or flight? flight<br /> 31. Who is your favourite historical figure? einstein<br /> 32. Which historical figure could we have done without? paul revere... he didnt even get to say "the british are coming"... they lied about it<br /> 33. What happened in the last dream you remember? i really dont remember<br /> 34. Do nice guys really finish last? yeah<br /> 35. What are your favourite boy names? i like good solid hebrew names like jeremiah, isaac, isaiah, noah, nehemiah...<br /> 36. What are your favourite girl names? geneva nichole, emma marie, stormy roxanne, rene<br /> 37. Open or closed? open<br /> 38. White bread or wheat bread? white<br /> 39. Is it better to burn out than to fade away? fade away<br /> 40. You put a quarter into a toy machine. What comes out? hmm instant husband LOL<br /> 41.What do you want to be when you grow up? counselor, psychologist<br /> 42. What were your favourite childhood toys? umm barbie...<br /> 43. What was your first pet? cat rascal<br /> 44. What annoys you? stupid people<br /> 45. What is your favourite action caption from the old batman tv show? (example. "pow" or "blam") didnt watch it<br /> 46. How many licks does it take to get to the centre of a tootsie pop? mr.owl says three<br /> 47. The glass... half empty or half full? half empty</p> <p>WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON<br /> 48. Tightie whities. if you have to...<br /> 49. Mc Donalds happy meals. awesome<br /> 50. Reality shows. i hate them<br /> 51. Gummi bears or gummi worms? dont like candy<br /> 52.Would you rather sky dive or deep sea dive? neither<br /> 53. Paper or plastic? paper<br /> 54. What position do you sleep in? usually on my left with the leg tucked under the other leg<br /> 55. Do you sleep on the left, right, or the middle of the bed? always on the left... out of habit from my ex<br /> 56. Sweet or sour? sweet<br /> 57. What was your favourite after school special? saved by the bell lol<br /> 58.What is your favourite word? expeditiously<br /> 59. Beach or mountains? beach<br /> 60. Mounds or almond joy? neither<br /> 61. Do YOU feel like a nut? yes<br /> 62. To give or to recieve? give...<br /> 63. Chocolate or caramel? chocolate<br /> 64. Do you have any nicknames? jay, jay rah<br /> 65. What does your name mean? jennifer - fair maiden, nichole - victorious<br /> 66. Have you ever fainted? yep<br /> 67.Have you ever had a crush on a school teacher? ooo yea a few<br /> 68.What was the last thing you ate? chinese<br /> 69.Do you have any bad habits? smoking</p> <p>WORD ASSOCIATION </p> <p>What is the first thing that comes to mind when you hear...<br /> 70. Grey... hound<br /> 71. Human... race<br /> 72. Fruit loop... bright<br /> 73. Glove... michael jackson<br /> 74. Plum... pudding<br /> 75. Structure... building<br /> 76. Race... to win<br /> 77. Heart... broken<br /> 78. Parasite... mtv commercial</p> <p>79. What was your first happy memory? probably getting a toy or something lol<br /> 80. What was your first unhappy memory? umm probably mom and dad splitting<br /> 81. If you could visit any time period, what would it be? the 20's and the 80's... oh and egyptian pharoh time<br /> 82.What would jesus do? do the right thing lol<br /> 83. Make up a word and define it. buttwack - something that is butt and wack... phemonenonly horribly<br /> 84.Favourite kool aid flavour? red... ooo ya know i'm black<br /> 85. Favourite pick up line? hey... lol<br /> 86. Who was the third gunman on the grassy knoll? wtf...<br /> 87. What did you like to make believe as a child? that i would get married and have babies<br /> 88. Did you have an immaginary friend? nope<br /> 89. Would you like to live in a castle or a mansion? mansion<br /> 90. Re-arrange some of the letters in your first, middle, and last name to form a description of yourself. thats dumb...<br /> 91. Do it fast or do it right? right<br /> 92.What was the last book you read? a tree grows in brooklyn<br /> 93. Have you ever had surgery? no<br /> 94. Random fact about you. i love sweet tea<br /> 95. What is the first thing you wash in the shower? my hair<br /> 96. What is your favourite cereal? honey bunches of oats<br /> 97. If you could learn any foreign language, what would it be? i wish i was a bit more fluent in german... i speak pretty well<br /> 98. If you had the choice to live forever, would you? no<br /> 99. If you had the choice to be the opposite sex for a day, would you? hell yea</p> <p>DO YOU BELIEVE IN<br /> 100. Fate? god controls fate<br /> 101. Ghosts? not sure... but of a yes and no<br /> 102. God? of course<br /> 103. Big foot? i dunno... that tape weirds me out<br /> 104. Soul mates? yes<br /> 105. Aliens? i'm sure there is extraterrestrial life... but maybe not of which we conceive<br /> 106. Angels? yes<br /> 107. Loch ness monster? i doubt it<br /> 108. Heaven and hell? of course<br /> 109. The Zodiac? a bit<br /> 110. Love at first sight? hell no... thats not love thats lust<br /> 111. Karma? yes<br /> 112.Vampires? umm no</p> <p>113. If you had any super power, what would it be? invisibility<br /> 114. Would you use your power for good or evil? good<br /> 115. Name something nostalgic. hanson... sadly<br /> 116. What are your turn ons in the opposite sex? assurance, charming, talented, spiritual, romantic, FUNNY<br /> 117. What are your turn offs in the opposite sex? overwhelming, bossy, controlling, possesive, drunkenness, drugs, ignorance<br /> 118. What was the best compliment ever given to you? you are such a beautiful person inside and out...<br /> 119. Which character from Scooby Doo do you most relate to? none they all suck<br /> 120. What is the worst trend of the present time? umm i dunno... i'm sick of those ugg boots tho<br /> 121. Beer or wine? mixed drinks<br /> 123. You cant sleep. What do you do? get online<br /> 124. Do you wear jewelry? all the time<br /> 125. What is your favourite smell? country apple, freshness, grapefruit<br /> 126. What was the best decade of the past century? the 80's<br /> 127. Which is your favourite month of the year? december<br /> 128. Do you smoke? yes<br /> 129. Do you drink? yes<br /> 130. What was your favourite subject in school? history, english<br /> 131. What was your worst subject in school? science<br /> 132. If you had to give up one of your senses, what would it be? taste<br /> 133. Do you follow your head, your heart, or your crotch? heart is good but your head should do the logically thinking... the heart isnt logical<br /> 134. Do you truely know who you are? yep<br /> 135. Are you superstitious? a bit<br /> 136. Are you sentimental? very<br /> 137. How many times a day do you eat? i dunno whenever i'm hungry... usually twice<br /> 138. Are you more of a main idea or detail type of person? details<br /> 139. What is your favourite pie? peanut butter pie<br /> 140. Have you ever been close to death? no<br /> 141. Do you like roller coasters? i hate them<br /> 142. Apples or oranges? apples<br /> 143. Are you hyperactive? nope<br /> 144. Do you talk in your sleep? yep<br /> 145. What is your favourite holiday? christmas<br /> 146. Do you go to church? yes<br /> 147. At what age do you think you will be married? hopefully 22 or 23 maybe 24<br /> 148. If you could open up your own business, what would it be? child counseling<br /> 149. What was the name of your first boyfriend/girlfriend? bobby<br /> 150. What is your weakness? love<br /> 151. What was the last movie you saw that made you cry? umm... good question... i think it was... damn i forgot<br /> 152. If love were a flavour, which flavour would it be? afternoon delight!<br /> 153. If hate were a flavour, which flavour would it be? pistachio<br /> 154. Have you ever been prescribed any drugs? Which ones? antibiotics, etc.<br /> 155. Is lying sometimes necessary? sometimes<br /> 156. Bubbleyum or bubblicious? bubbleyum<br /> 157. What is your favourite curse word? fuckhead<br /> 158. Do you have any birthmarks? nope<br /> 159. If you could visit anywhere in the US, where would it be? new york<br /> 160. If you could visit anywhere in the world, where would it be? scotland<br /> 162. Do you feel like your physical self matches your personality? nope not one bit<br /> 163. What was the name of your kindergarten teacher? mrs. wilson and then mrs. liverman... i got switch 2 week in to another class<br /> 164. Do you wear glasses or contacts? glasses<br /> 165. How tall are you? 5'3<br /> 166. How tall would you like to be? 5'7<br /> 167. Your current mood: irritated<br /> 168. Do you dress up for halloween? yep<br /> 169. Have you ever been in a car accident? nope<br /> 170. What is your favourite lucky charm? i dont eat that dyed unnatural shit<br /> 171. What colour of underwear are you wearing? blue<br /> 172. Do you tend to date people younger or older than you? i've been with mostly younger but i like older<br /> 173. Do your exes look alike? nope... well actually all very tan, brown hair, brown eyes... yeah i guess...<br /> 174. Do your exes act alike? no way<br /> 175. Have you ever been in love? yes a few times<br /> 176. What is your favourite kids movie? all disney baby<br /> 177. Have you ever hallucinated? hahahahaha nm<br /> 178. What do you like most about the opposite sex? the eyes<br /> 179. What do you hate most about the opposite sex? insensitive, stupidity<br /> 180. Have you ever been on a blind date? yea lol<br /> 181. Would you want to be cloned? no<br /> 182. Have you ever peed in public? no<br /> 183. Are you an optimist or a pessimist? optimist<br /> 184. How did you find out that there was no santa claus? i dunno i just figured it out... it wasnt shocking or anything<br /> 185. Pancakes or waffles? pancakes<br /> 186. Are you on a diet? yea kinda<br /> 187. Why is the grass always greener on the other side? until you get what you really want deep down... yea<br /> 188. Do you always want what you cant have? no<br /> 189. Do you act stupid around someone you have a crush on? yes<br /> 190. Have you ever been arrested? no<br /> 191. Can you cook? yes, very well.<br /> 192. Do you think its wrong/weird if a girl asks a guy out? no i think it's great<br /> 193. Do you have any allergies? yeah<br /> 194. Ketchup or catsup? ketchup<br /> 195. Do you believe there is a meaning to life? If so, what is it? yes... to live according to god's will<br /> 196. What do you think about before you fall asleep? love lol<br /> 197.What are your thoughts on the nature of good and evil? who cares? good wins in the end.<br /> 198. Step into your cave. There you will find your power animal. What kind of animal is it? umm a dolphin<br /> 199.What does your power animal say to you? EEEEEEEEE *dolphin noise*<br /> 200. End this survey with a quote: "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."<br />

  
  

  

  
  

  man today has been some day... day one of full time googie... it was pretty cool i must say... she's only 5 and she's picking up on multiplication... isnt that amazing? i think it's great... i'm really trying to get her prepped for school... and in my personal opinion... studying at home and during the summer should be something enforced by parents and caretakers... but yeah

  
  

  so i was cleaning out the cabinets in ron and mary kay's house and had a nervous breakdown... ron and mk had freakin mice a few weeks ago so i was cleaning up their nesting grounds... it was disguisting... i wish i could explain in words how upset i got about the whole thing... lemme just say between the heat, the dirtyness, the PHONE RINGING off the damn hook, the TEXT MESSAGES every 5 minutes, and googie... i finally broke down and cried... i mean like sobbing and everything... i dont handle stress all that well and me being a clean freak... i felt like no matter how much i cleaned... i wasnt making it any cleaner...

  
  

  anyways i'm kinda pissed right now... i made a very logical adult decision and a certain person wanted to jump to conclusions... i dont have to explain anything to you... but because i feel the need to put you in your spot i will do so... i swear... i could have sworn i was 20 and an adult... not a teenager... or a 5 year old...

  
  

  anyways i'm out... it's late and i need to go to bed... plus i have a very IMPORTANT email to write and send out... much love xoxo

  
  

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