June 16, 2005

• [ mood ] ::  cheesin ass grin

  
  

  [ quote ] :: "googie has a HUGE HUGE HUGE crush... on carson..." - me, talking to mary kay

  
  

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  [ dis or dat thursday ] :: call me crazy but i'm sick of this feature...

  
  

  i need a new feature... like wacky news or something LMAO yeah... wacky news...

  
  

  

  
  

  yeah i know this is about like 3 days late but i figured i'd say something about the whole michael jackson thing... my take on the situation.  so if there are any michael fans in the house this isnt a rant or anything, i'm not gonna sit here a bash the guy.  matter of fact... i LOVE michael jackson... (HEEEE HEEEE sorry lol). actually i adore 80's michael (::singing:: "dont stop til ya get enough!")

  
  

  for those not hip on the times he's been found innocent.  all charges dropped.

  
  

  now i dont think he raped some little children, but i will say some inappropriate things probably did go down at neverland ranch.  no doubt about it.  i really had no opinion about his innocence the other day when my dad called to tell me.  while i dont think a bunch of nasty things went down, he should have been charged for distributing alcohol to a minor.  i'm sorry but giving children wine and calling it "jesus juice" isnt a really good idea.  i mean sure my mama let me sip some stuff when i was younger, but she never poured my ass a glass of boone's farm and said "chug-a-lug."

  
  

  i think the only thing jacko is guilty of is having psychological issues.  while he's lived in the lap of luxury, he's by no means had the best life.  you guys have seen the jackson 5 movie... thats some rough stuff.  and unfortunately michael never had the ability to enjoy a real childhood.  he never got to ride his bike down the street or go to the park with his friends, because he was driven to be a performer.  i think personally michael is reverting back to childhood, or has refused to grow up because he demands the childhood he never got to have.  and it's really sad to watch this man have these issues, simply because something inside of him is dead.  the child in him is gone, whether or not he wants to admit it.  he continues to live that childhood, but we all know that it cannot be revived.  he thinks that having 12 year old friends is ok when by society standards its a bit creepy.  i dont think he sees anything wrong with it because deep down inside he wants to be 12.  being all into psyc now, i see all the things wrong with him.  it's really sad but he has to face the facts that he's 40 something years old and he needs to speak with a psychologist about these feelings he has.

  
  

  and like i said before i'm not gonna sit here a say something definitely didnt happen because we as regular joe's will never know, but part of me believes these kids and their parents are so freaking desperate for quick buck they'll make up any kind of perversion.  i mean according to the jury the mother and the kid couldnt keep their stories straight.  wtf? if you're gonna lie under oath you better be damn good at it and have a good well-produced story.  it's sad to think michael could have, but it's even more sad to think that people would make up bullshit just to watch other celebrity squirm under the light, shoot their creditibility to hell, and get paid for their dishonesty all in the process.

  
  

  

  
  

  ooo man i guess i had some stuff to say lol

  
  

  today was by the far...................... the best day of my life................... and ill leave that statement alone right there

  
  

  i feel horrible for not posting this but my girl courtney had her precious little girl... her name is angelina ranee... go give her some new mommy love...

  
  

  so anyways woke up and went to mary kay's... i was tired as hell... fed up with people's bullshit.... just wanted to go to sleep... tried anyways... googie kept jumping on the bed and squirming around on the bed like she had ants in her pants and of course it's really hard to try and sleep when barney and friends is on in the background so this was me for about two hours: :::sleeeeeeeeping::: :::googie belly flops on the bed::: "GOOG!!!! STOP WIGGLIN'" and it would have been funnier if you guys were there... i was cuddled under her blankie and laying on her princess pillow.... and of course i'm hilarious when i'm half asleep... i sound drunk... and really southern...

  
  

  carson woke me up ringing the doorbell... he came over and hung out with me for while and played with the goog... then i discovered a mouse on the trap... and good ole buhbie carson got that glue trap out the cabinet, put it in a walmart bag, and beat the hell out of it in the street with a shovel... i know pretty inhuman but at this point i'm fed up with cleaning up after the damn bastards... you could have rolled over that thing with a steam roller for i cared... i'm sick of mice...

  
  

  saw ebony briefly but it was all good in the hood...

  
  

  watched HITCH... dont watch it... it's dumb.... well not really just nowhere near as funny as i expected it to be...

  
  

  but anyways this is the best post i've written all week... this week started off FROM HELL... and now i'm singing I'M IN HEAVEN... haha well much love xoxo

  
  

  <3 jay

  
  

  
  

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