March 4, 2006
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People Change
lemme blow off a little steam...
hung out with liv last night... had dinner & a few drinks... invited people... and yet... i assume they have better things to do...
jennifer called me this morning and wanted to know if i wanted to come out there and hang out at karokee... i'd love to... but i dont have no body to come up there with me... jennifer is like "why?" and i just got really upset... adrian keeps sayin that i'm taking it too much to heart... but i ended up crying to him this morning about how much i miss my friends and how hurt i am by them... i think he realized now...
now dont think i'm being a bitch about the situation... no wait i am... cause i've been real calm and collect about it for too damn long... i'm over the bullshit between my friends... i'm over tippy toein' around the matter of fact... matter of fact is... my friends have completely dissed, abandoned, screwed me... whatever choice words you wanna use...
odds are i'm gonna get somebody that has something to say about this... if they even read the shit... but oh well... i dunno how to come at ya'll with it without ya'll getting mad... cause ya'll know i'm right and not bullshittin... i've tried to keep in contact... but no body calls me back... and i'm not gonna keep putting myself out there... FOR WHAT??? it aint my job to keep tabs on ya'll...
and i just feel like going "what is so damn important that you cant even call me back and say 'nah i dont wanna hang out'?"... please people grow up...
what happened to ya'll??? what happened to my best friends???
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i heard that, its the story of my life right now..
People suck, quite a bit sometimes.
Kno it's been a while Jay but like u, I too live on myspace now. Anyway, I hope everything works out and I kno it'll b ok. It's jus a matter of how long it takes but ur strong and u'll make it. Ur always on my mind and I love u and hope otha than that (^), ur well.
Muchos besos.......
Kid
MMMM, i know what you mean. My friend is busy fucking up her life back home and dissed me for her loser bf. Now shits hitting the fan and she comes back... now she's back with him. I give up.
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