this is exact why i said what i said...
i made a little side comment and WHOOSH there goes an old flame... multiple reasons why i originally blocked persons who didnt have a xanga... for the purpose being... I DONT WANT CERTAIN PEOPLE TO READ ABOUT MY LIFE... well maybe the good stuff... but as far as prying you've got better luck hitting up the myspace...
EX-BOYFRIENDS
to one: i really dont know why you feel the need to know what's going on in my life, you obviously wanted nothing with it so why do you want to know. you lied to me... everything that was us, was a lie. i dont know if you take me as stupid, but i aint. i know whats truth when i hear it... and nothin that came out of your mouth was it. i tried to work things out with you like you wanted but then you never let it get to that point... why? cause it would have never worked and you know what i'm talking about. if you have something to say to me... say it. otherwise i wish you best of luck with everything and you go your way and i go mine.
to the other: you're such a pussy. you played nice with me to my face and then talked shit about me behind my back. you swore up and down that i was psycho... no that was love, that was giving you my life because thats what people do when they deeply love someone. you're the fucking psycho one... denyin to people what really happened, couldnt make up your damn mind... i knew what i wanted i never flip-flopped. if you dont give a damn about me why do you constantly check my SHIT???? and i finally got to a point where i was like fuck this shit... he's got some issues. grow the fuck up... i aint gonna be nice about it anymore... 15 years i spent worrying about your ass... that is no more. you use to be my best friend and you use to be the love of my life... but you changed... you use to be just a wonderful person... and now you just look like an ass. granted right now if i saw you i wouldnt have SHIT to say to you... but besides that i hope you have a good life... i hope you find some kind of happiness and become a REAL man. and like i said to other dude... if you got something you wanna say ASK ME... if you got something to say SAY IT... otherwise you can keep on living your mediocre life.
THE MORAL OF THE STORY::: I AM HAPPILY TAKEN/ENGAGED TO A WONDERFUL MAN THAT I LIVE WITH. HE'S NEVER LIED TO ME, HE ISNT AFRAID TO BE HIMSELF, HE ISNT AFRAID TO LET ME BE WITH HIS FAMILY OR ENTER HIS HOME, HE ISNT AFRAID TO SHOW HIS EMOTIONS, HE ISNT AFRAID TO SHOW ME EVERY CHANCE HE GETS THAT HE LOVES ME, HE ISNT AFRAID TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME... BECAUSE HE TRULY LOVES ME AND I TRULY LOVE HIM. THERE ISNT ANYONE IN THIS WORLD I WOULDNT WANNA BE WITH MORE. HE MAKES ME SMILE EVERY MOMENT OF THE DAY BECAUSE I KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT... HE'LL ALWAYS BE THERE AND HE'LL ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIEND. I DONT EVEN HAVE TO THINK TWICE ABOUT IT. NO IT'S NOT ALWAYS LAUGHS AND KISSES BUT EVERYDAY IS WONDERFUL BECAUSE EVERYDAY IS REAL... NOT FAKE, NOT MAYBE... REAL.
AND I SHOULDNT CARE LESS WHETHER OR NOT YOU TAKE THE TIME TO READ MY XANGA ONCE IN WHILE BECAUSE REALLY IT ISNT A CRIME AND IT'S PROBABLY OUT OF PURE CURIOSITY, PLUS IT'S ON THE WWW FOR ALL THE WORLD TO READ... BUT FOR THE RECORD I DONT REALLY WANT YOU TO KNOW ABOUT ME. TAKE IT AS BEING RUDE, MEAN, HURTFUL, BITCHY... WHATEVER... I JUST FEEL LIKE THAT.
sorry... had to vent... i'm seriously thinking about deleting this xanga and starting off with a new one just because of this little incident...
premium will be gone soon... LOL i'd really love to see it stay... if anyone feels generous... i'd pay but i'm so broke it's not funny! LOL
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