May 19, 2006

  • a real post

    who else is in love with the xanga footprints??? haha


    isnt that a great concept? i think so.  i mean i've been using a xanga tracker for sometime now... to check my privacy... i know that doesnt make much sense... i write things on the internet and then get mad when certain people read them... well if you knew the people i was trying to avoid, you'd probably do the same.  i will never ever ever waste my time on an immature boy & and i will never ever ever date a guy off the internet again... cause they are fuckin psychos... believe me... please... never do it...


    anyways i know i dont write much in here... basically cause i'm up on the myspace now... loving it... haha


    so life... adrian and i are doing great still... he's great! now the friend issue is still up in the air... i'm starting to wonder who is my friend for real.  lately i dont speak much with the girls i use to spend all my time with... i'm really not sure... and part of me really dont care no more... cause i'm tired of being upset about it and crying... it dont work... i mean one keeps up with me... the other one ignores the shit outta me... oh well you wanna handle it like that fine... i made my effort... thats all i care about ya know... i try and try to stay up... but it's kinda hard to do when they live in the same house together and what not... i guess people grow up and stop caring about people... i dunno... i know that aint the case for me... i mean yeah i'm hurt... i'm real hurt but i aint gonna bend over backwards to talk to them (when i say them i dont mean more than one person)... i tired of being the whimpy bitch that kisses ass to be friends with someone... i aint in fuckin high school no more... i'm 21 years old... i dont do that... anyways then i got another ordeal... where i'm being annoyed to tears... i dunno it just seems like no matter what i say... it's their way and they just dont wanna see it... i mean i guess i can respect that... you're grown... but i'm trying to help you out... and i wanna say so much more but i dont want to come off like i'm trying to be someone's mama or i'm trying to dog them... cause i'm not... honestly with the whole friend thing... people need to grow up... everyone... i know i'm trying... i'm not there... but i'm damn close


    anyways lemme go to bed... it's 2:30 and i need to get some damn sleep already... i'm such an insomniac


    ? jay

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