I'm alive... can't believe eh?

haha IF YOU HAVE A MYSPACE PLEASE CHECK ME OUT!!!

the link is on this page... you have to go find it... LMAO

i'm going try to actually write in this again...

here another picture for you guys too: me & my WONDERFUL babe

ok ya know while i'm at it... lemme just write a thing...

so since i last posted... um... well i dunno what was going on then LMAO adrian and i are obviously doing great... i tell you, i really cant believe how crazy in love i am... and when i look at some people i say geesh... i wish they had it as good as me... on the friend situation... it's gotten much better... those that were giving me the cold shoulder are now suddenly coming back around... i rekindled friendships back with a special person, my best friend, amber.  i didnt talk much about her before because we had kinda grown apart, but god works in mysterious ways. anyway... i made some new friends too: shannon & bryn. those girls are freakin awesome... i love them. i feel like i've known them forever... it's great to feel close with people again.

about 5 months ago adrian bought me a blue devil damsel for my birthday... so i've become a huge fish maniac... i mean i always loved fish and enjoyed their presence... but i've really become an expert.  i'll get pictures of him up here soon tho.  just a few weeks ago i bought a betta... and then my aunt gave me another one a few days after that... so i'm officially a betta hobbyist.  i hope to expand my collection of bettas and maybe one day start breeding them, and selling them for a second income.  i tell you good well-breed bettas go for $20-$100 easily.  but that probably wont be for a long time... probably once adrian and i get married... i'll make a betta room and start.

i just recently started a website about bettas so if you'd like to check it out here : http://www.geocities.com/jnrash85/betta_love

i have a feeling adrian will pop the big question on christmas by the way!!! i'm so excited.

and basically nothing much is going on... i start school august 26th... A SATURDAY!!! omg... but hey i gotta take the classes when i can take them... so i really cant complain... lol i'll probably be doing this frequently in the next semesters coming up...

well thats it for now... man i miss posting on xanga... it's great...

much love
jay