November 24, 2006

• lost without you

  today was a horrible day. my best friend & her husband lost their 2 month old baby boy (my nephew). we couldnt wait for that lil booger to get here & now he's gone. i cant believe it. i'm so lost right now. i'm so angry. i'm so hurt. i'm upset. i'm so..... nothing at all. i cant imagine the pain jaz is going through right now. & her husband was stationed in iraq this whole time. he never even got to see that beautiful baby. worst of all she's in new york (she was visiting family) & i cant be there with her to hug her & hold her. i cant help her at all & i feel so helpless. i just wish this was a bad dream & that i when i wake up tomorrow he'll still be here. i just wish i could hold him & kiss him one last time. i wish he knew how much we loved him and how much his mommy & daddy loved him. he was our miracle baby. please keep our "family" in your prayers.

  
  

  

  
  

  tonie lee sims
  snoopy
  09.24.06 - 11.23.06

  
  

  my squishy.

  
  

  

  
  

  i love you so much baby.
  give jesus a big hug & kiss for me.
  remember me when i get to heaven
  cause i got lots of love for you baby.

  
  

  

  
  

  your mommy loves you so much!

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