hello to anyone who still reads this. but anyways. i havent been on xanga much cause myspace is my new vice. but i wanted anyone (i say that cause i dunno who reads this) that i'm doing fine. started school and stuff like that. just trying to enjoy my life. i've been kinda depressed for several reasons but i'm not sure what they are. i miss my nephew badly. i miss jasmine. i'm not ok with my current weight. i feel like i have 100 things in my head & 75 of them in my heart. my mind hasnt been in the right place lately and so naturally i've been neglecting my best friends. i'm just ok but not ok in so many ways. i'm sure this will all pass soon & i'll get back to being my happy self, but until then... i'll just pray.