[ mood ] ::

[ quote ] :: "if jay could be in any band what band would she be in? number one, the beatles ::everyone slams their cards down:: ok! now that we know the answer to THAT..." - me, playing the game imaginiff... LOL

[ xangsta ] :: h8thevil - my xanga husband... you better prop him

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[ new subs ] :: none... blah

[ random xangan monday ] :: go check my buddy jaz out...

renaissance81

read my profile sign my guestbook Name: J.A.Z.Z. Baby stb Mrs. Antonie Lee Sims Country: United States State: Virginia Birthday: 10/30/1984 Gender: Female Interests: ...i LOVE writing (my major) and communication (1st minor) and i have too much drama in my life (theatre, 2nd minor)...i talk to my pplz and spend as much time with them as i can...i LOVE jeopardy...i LOVE knowledge...i LOVE love period...and i LOVE my marine, my fiance, tee...i can't stand phony ppl or ppl who are snobby--think they know everything or think they're better than me...we are all equal and precious in God's sight...i am a POET, a REVOLUTIONARY, a WOMAN and i am REAL and what you SEE is what you GET whether you like it or not...i'm into real ppl...as long as you're REAL than no matter you're INTERESTS, RACE, RELIGION, CULTURE, BELIEFS, then that's cool... Expertise: i am my own renaissance i do it all...i do ME...lol... Industry: Other Email: email me AIM: scandyliss Yahoo: jasmine_t_richardson Member Since: 8/7/2003

already well... where do i begin...

HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY!!! dont forget the meaning behind it... it's not about cookouts and sales either...

oh i'm kinda upset... the video isnt working... none of them have been... BOO...

thanks to everyone who did the sunday seven... i love you guys... always so faithful...

well went to church... ushered... cried cause they were talking about the armed forces and all that "our country" stuff... and i started thinking about granddaddy being in WW2 and then i was thinking about his funeral with the military honors and how beautiful it was and how proud i was that i had a grandfather that fought in a major war and lived so that i could know what a great man he was... i miss him so much...

after that grandma and i were invited to this party but then we got their and no body was there... LOL LMAO i think she got the place of the party mixed up... which i really didnt mind cause i didnt feel like going...

then we had lunch... (grandma, daddy, and i)... then i headed on over deanna's cause her family was having a cookout... it was weird at first cause i only knew deanna and her rents... and deanna was primpin for chris and then she was stuck up under his butt... but then jaz came and it was all gravy... we ended up taking an EXTREMELY long nap... haha and then eating oreo cheesecake that jenee made... which i must say was rather BOMB!!! then we headed over mary kay's and played imaginiff again... cause googy is like hung up over that game... she doesnt even know how to play LOL... oh well...

in other news, adrian and i are doing pretty damn good if i do say so myself... we arent official... we're at that stage where you go out and talk on the phone trying to get to know each other... but it's all good... i finally told him the suprise i have for tomorrow... were gonna go walk about the gardens together and do some sentimental romantic pinic thing... at first i thought he'd think it was corny but when i told him he said he thought it was really sweet of me... so i'm glad LOL... but he's sick right now... i think he had an allergic reaction to something... so i hope he feels better... yayee...

ok well... now that all that is taken care of i'm off to straighten my hair and put some clothes in the washing machine... peace out my homies!! much love xoxo

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[ mood ] ::

[ quote ] :: "can i pllllleassssseeee get some grapes???" - googy

[ xangsta ] :: h8thevil - my xanga husband... whata hottie... hehe

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[ the sunday seven ] :: copy and paste into comments

what is your all time favorite board game?

what are your plans for the summer?

what is your zodiac sign?

if you could meet with anyone on xanga who would it be?

if you could make out with anyone on xanga who would it be?

are you pissed cause no one subscribes to you?

if you could be a famous singer what would you sing?

anyways... today was another fun day... with jaz and ebony... again... my two favorite girls

there this new game... it's the hottness... it's called imaginiff... go get it... it's the bomb...

so... yea... isnt much to say... we went shopping at dots, target, went out to eat, and then chilled at mary kay's... good times good times

i hate making short posts but thats what this is... ugh... nite nite much love xoxo

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[ mood ] ::

[ quote ] :: "jay your always hott!" - ebony, isnt she the greatest best friend??? LOL

[ xangsta ] :: VAsuperstar - the wonderful ellusive noel... last day to give him random love

[ extra ] :: voting ends soon... vote me for XOTM

[ new subs ] :: lilant20 - my black lover antuane... lol HEY BOO!!!

[ charlie brown saturdays ] :: the peanuts gallery

well sorry for the lack of update... i've been so VERY BUSY...

all of yesterday was dedicated to deanna and getting her ready for prom... she looked like such a little princess... i was so proud when we shipped her off... i felt like her mama yesterday... but yea it was pretty damn hetic... i drove all over the city yesterday for her... so yeah... but it's all good cause i'm her big sister... thats what i'm suppose to do... take care of my baby... haha

after that we kinda chilled and waited for ebony... jaz and i watch from the middle to the end of chasing liberty... good movie... really...

then the three of us decided to go bowling... and i'm an awesome bowler... i straight WOOPED some ass... first game: 154, second game: 132, third game: 147, fourth game: 137... i wanted to do better but i was impressed with my scores considered i dont get the chance to bowl like i wanna... so woo hoo for me

anyways things are looking so good with adrian... and i'm really happy... its the whole newness of being with someone new... i like it... monday i'm planning on taking him somewhere... its a suprise... i'm tryin to be romantic... lol he said it was working lol

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thats hott! lol oh god...

anyways i'm gonna go get dressed... jaz, ebony, and i are going to the mall and then i dunno what else... much love xoxo

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[ mood ] ::

[ quote ] :: "i'm trying to get some of that sweetness..." - adrian, cause i kept saying "see i'm a good person, i'm sweet!"

[ xangsta ] :: VAsuperstar - this dude is uber funky fresh LMAO i lub u noel!!!

[ new subs ] :: none

[ extra ] :: please vote me for XOTM

Your Sexy Brazilian Name Is

Ana Paula de Roraima

no post today... just wanted to post that quote really LMAO... but other than that... i have a busy day ahead of me and i just wanted you guys to know i wasnt dead or anything lol... so yeah... much love xoxo

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[ mood ] ::  SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED

[ quote ] :: "i was thinking about making you a bracelet.  what colors would you like? BLACK?" - me, "LIKE THE COLOR OF YOUR HEART!!!" - mary kay, us joking the bitch paula she works with LMAO

[ xangsta ] :: VAsuperstar

[ new subs ] ::  none...

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[ a waste of time wednesday ] :: quizzes with html codes too...

Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"Hey! Did you just grab my ass from across the room with your Force Grip?"

so... umm yeah... ::singing:: TODAY WAS A BUMMY DAY... TRALALALALALA LAAAAAAAA

ok sorry... if you know me personally you'd know exactly how i just did that... jaz says i make up songs for everything... which i literally do... here's a good example... ::phone rings:: ME: HEL-LO! EBONY: hey where you at? ME: ::singing:: getting on the interSTATE lalala EBONY: you ass... ME: yes dahling!

so hopefully i'll get to see jaz... GASPS... will she make a debut appearance? find out in the next post DUN DUN DUNNNN

at the current moment i'm having an argument with someone that i care about deeply... they just dont understand... and i dont understand... it's just confusing... so i wanna say for all of xanga to read... i apologize... there just isnt anything i can say... i'm sorry... please just be there ok? 

anyways i'm about to wrap this up and go to bed... i'm tired and sick... which i'm sick and tired of being... lol so yeah... nite much love xoxo

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[ mood ] ::  tired

[ quote ] :: "oh yes he is DOWN with the CLOWN!" - me, talking about this guy who is really into ICP

[ xangsta ] :: VAsuperstar

[ new subs ] :: thegetupkid1984 - taynx so much

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[ survey tuesday ] :: oh yes the amazing surveys...

yeah i'm an idiot... i took todays feature and put it on yesterdays... so tuesdays will be survey tuesdays...

Usual stuff!<br /> 1. Name: jay</p> <p>2. Age: 20</p> <p>3. Birthday: 2.22.95</p> <p>4. City u live: hampton roads</p> <p>favorites! </p> <p>1. Color: baby blue</p> <p>2. Movie: anything disney, anything with tom hanks and julia roberts, a bronx tale, moulin rouge, love actually, singles, empire records... etc.</p> <p>3. Phrase: i'm weak, ya know, i'ma need you to fix that</p> <p>4. Song: gwen stefani - luxurious</p> <p>5. Poem: all of mine lol</p> <p>6. Shirt: my blue polo shirt... cause the collar pops really good</p> <p>7. Car: my car...</p> <p>8. Person: hmm i dunno... i like a lot of people... i dont wanna pick one as my favorite</p> <p>9. Team: ODU Lady Monarchs</p> <p>10.Number: 7</p> <p>lets get serious! ~questions~ </p> <p>1. What is your biggest fear? death, spiders, any other type of bugs that could otherwise sting or bite me</p> <p>2. Who do you think you will marry? it's a toss up right now... but i have someone in mind... i wont dare say his name tho... just cause i would jinx it...</p> <p>3. How do you get through a bad day? i cry and then yell at everyone LOL</p> <p>4. When was the last time you cried? i think friday... i cried cause adrian and i had a fight</p> <p>5. How many times a day do you drink water? hmm about 2 i drink like 2 bottles at night</p> <p>6. What did you want to be when you were little? i use to want to be a nurse or a dance instructor... i'm so glad i dont wanna do that now LMAO</p> <p>7. Who is one person you will never forget from high school? why? umm i'd say... hmm there are a few people... chavonne, jimmy, and john. i'll never forget them...</p> <p>8. How many kids do you want to have? what will you name them? i want anywhere from 5-7 kids. Jeremiah Isaac, Geneva Nichole, Justin Franklin, Emma Marie, Jude Lee, Stormy Roxanne, & Wesley Liam</p> <p>9. Have you ever been "in love" and with who? yes w/ cory, rodger, kevin, and justin</p> <p>10.Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 25... graduated, working as a child counselor, married, pregnant...</p> <p>11.Where is one place in the world that you have never been? but want to go?: all of europe</p> <p>12.Who is one of your teachers that you would nominate for a major award: umm i'd say... ms. reardon in HS... she deserves great things</p> <p> original questions!! </p> <p>1. Do you like it when people stare at you? hell no lol</p> <p>2. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? who? umm mary kay on the phone</p> <p>3. Have you ever used a road atlas? nope</p> <p>4. When was the last time you said the word sex? last night</p> <p>5. If you were locked in your house for a week and you could have one person with you...Who would it be then? why? adrian... that would give me good enough time to figure out could i have a serious relationship with him</p> <p>6. What is the meaning of life to you? we're suppose to live according to god's holy ordinance</p> <p>7. Does the word "marriage" freak you out? no actually i'm hoping i hear it soon</p> <p>8. Have you graduated high school? when? yes.. BTW 2003</p> <p>9. Whenever you have children down the road..Are you going to be strict? yes... keeps them out of trouble... trust me... i know from personal experience</p> <p>10.How many times a day do you drink water?. what the hell... you asked me this earlier<br />

oh yeah by the way 75% of you loved nicole richie (i so forgot to post it)

umm... lets see... i'm updating now... but lets talk about yesterday...

i cleaned deanna's room and hung out with her... cool... googy and kiera played together... it was really cute... kiera kept asking "googy come to my house?" and we were like "yea!" and then she got in the car and kiera was like "my googy!" haha it was adorable... i felt like deanna and i were two mothers... which is funny i went somewhere with googy and people were like "oh what a beautiful little girl you have" and i was like... "no thats my neice!"... good lord if i had actually had googy... i would have had her at 15... NO WAY JOSE!!  but i dunno i get anxious because i want kids and i want lots of them... and deanna is the only person who wants a lot of kids too... everyone else is like no i only want 2... i couldnt live with just 2... i'd be bored... i want a loud house... i want tons of children running around... thats my dream... and deanna understands... i think deanna and i are becoming really close... and i like that... i think we may be close for a long time...

so i watched wrestling for the first time in like a decade... (i use to watch wrestling all the time when i was like 16 and 17)... anyways... my favorite wrestler (THE GREAT EDGE) got taken out... i was PISSED... see let me show you his gorgeousness... LMAO

haha ok maybe he's not all that... but he is pretty damn good looking...

anyways I AM SICK OF THIS HORRIBLE ASS WEATHER... literally... it's rainy... it's cold... i mean for god sakes it's almost june... ugh... it's freakin aggravating...

ok i'm wrapping this up... i got some clothes to do and stuff like that... DAMN THESE ALLERGIES... sorry lol much love xoxo

<3 jay

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[ mood ] ::

[ quote ] :: "you should just tell your dad your boyfriend wants to hang out... oh damnit there i go again with the boyfriend thing..." - adrian

[ xangsta ] :: VAsuperstar - i <3 him... he's the shit...

[ new subs ] :: buglet - andi's buddy... SWEET

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[ random xangan monday ] :: i LOVE this feature...

deadpoeticstar
read my profile sign my Fanbook Name: George Little Country: United States State: Texas Metro: Mesquite Birthday: 8/29/1984 Gender: Male Interests: Music, my friends, movies Expertise: Music...lol Occupation: Student Industry: Entertainment AIM: hotdog20072003 MSN: hornjags_03@hotmail.com Yahoo: yjacket_2007 Member Since: 8/10/2004

i love this dude... he's great...

"sh-sh-shaaaady" ya know how ashanti sings for murder inc (BOOO by the way)... i wanna sing for shady...

"all i need is just a lil bit" ... haha i love this song... 50 is so nasty... haha my favorite part is "g-unit in the house yea thats my clique" lol this is that kinda song you get freaky to... oh god... here go my hormones... DAMNIT

so today was boring... i ended up not going to church basically cause grandma doesnt feel good... they put her on this anti-depression medication and it has only made it worse... so she's gonna stop taking it... poor grandma... it's so hard... i couldnt imagine losing the love of my life... forever...

tried to chill with jaz but she was with her girl or whatever... i dunno i havent really seen her often lately... i know she works but she's been hanging with that girl a lot and i'm like whatever... i shouldnt have asked her all last minute but whatever...

i did end up chillin with ebony which is funny cause usually it's the other way around with that situation... ebony usually is doing something and jaz is there... but we went a got something to eat, went to target, visited deanna... so that was groovy...

adrian and i worked out our little differences... :sigh: there is something about him that draws me to him... i know he can be an ass at times but i think it's because he's new to the girl thing... for so long he was with a bitch and he expects me to freak out like she did... and i'm not gonna... but we talked for like a hour tonight about stupid stuff... he's not really my type physically... but something about him makes him sexy to me... i dunno... he told me tonight i was sexy... i was like WHOA... haha  :blushes: i know i am... SIKE... i dont think i am but it's GREAT to hear it... haha

anyways i'm just gonna update real quick and go around and give everyone some love... i'm going over deanna's tomorrow to help her clean her room and stuff... i'm the cleaning lady... lol but i'll holla... much love xoxo

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[ mood ] ::  sick...

[ quote ] :: "strawberry cake, strawberry milkshake, strawberry pie, strawberry daquiri, strawberry preserves..." - my aunt, way too excited about dem strawberries

[ xangsta ] :: NEW VAsuperstar NEW - this dude is AMAZING and rocks my socks... and he's a sexy beast... haha

[ new subs ] :: XOTM

[ the sunday seven ] :: copy & paste in comments

did you vote me for XOTM on Jenn's site? LMAO

what are you doing to bring home the bacon?

how much money is in your wallet right now?

when did you (if you have) realize you were an adult?

whats your favorite kool-aid flavor?

are you planning on seeing the new star wars movie?

are you planning on building a shrine to the greatness of george luca? LMAO

ok so... um yeah... new look for the summer... not actually what i had in mind... but i like it nonetheless...

i cannot tell you how much i love premium... really... whoever bought me a whole year rocks my socks off... i really wish i knew who bought it for me... they must be keeping it under wraps... they are too modest for their own good... haha

i woke up this morning feeling like CRAP... and i mean i felt horrible... my voice was shocked and there was some crazy stuff going on in my chest... so strawberry pickin did not happen for me... but my aunt was THRILLED to pick them... she dropped some off... man they are GOOOOD...

this is probably the most personal thing someone could write on xanga... but it's been exactly 10 years today that i've been a "woman" LMFAO

right now i'm watching america's funniest home videos... i am OBSESSED with that show... only the ones with bob saget... something is SOOOO funny about watching people getting hurt, doing the stupidest stuff ever, or watching kids do the cutest stuff... back when i was younger my great uncle calvin (i called him granddaddy) use to tape the episodes so i could watch them when i came over to see them... haha

anyways... havent spoken to adrian... but supposely he feels bad about our falling out... ugh... wish i knew more...

anyways i'm about to head to bed... nite nite much love xoxo

<3 jay

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[ mood ] ::  men

[ quote ] :: "fuck you. i'm leaving!" - cory, to ebony @ carson's house... kinda rude but funny at the same time...

[ xangsta ] :: joe_x

[ new subs ] :: none... what a BIG suprise... haha

[ flashback friday ] :: i suck i'm putting it up here...

click here to read 09.29.03

god this was SUCH a long time ago... i was talking about shawn... which for those who dont know is my ex bf... from like 8th grade... were good friends now... anyways we were trying to get up or something... didnt work out... thats fine tho... lol talking about cory like i use to in EVERY single post... golly dang... and of course at the end is a SUPER great poem i wrote about cory... god i was such a phein... haha lemme stop i still am... sorta...

[ charlie brown saturdays ] :: the peanut gallery...

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 yeah thats all i have to say about today... adrian and i had a bit of a falling out once again... i'm sick of his shit... but i dunno...

yeah cory straight dissed ebony at the door i was like  but i found it funny too cause i feel like saying that sometimes...

i saw my p.lane and we chilled for a quick minute... i cleaned ron and mary kay's living room today... 3 room down... 4 more to go... i'm telling there was SOOOOO much dust in that house i nearly cried... i cant wait to get it all cleaned out...

i had this super long emotional talk with mary kay about my love and like for different people in my life... blah blah blah... it was really good to let things out but i dunno... sometimes i feel like even when i talk about it, it doesnt help... i miss a certain person really bad... i wont even state his name... he's not worth mentioning anymore even tho i've done mentioned him like 50 times in the post already LOL... i dunno i'm not sure why i cant be serious with someone... either i'm not feeling it or their not feeling it... it's aggravating... i really want to just settle down with someone right now and be serious... i just wanna be in love... i wanna be 17 again... 17 was a great year... i had the man of my dreams, school was ok, had my car, had my best friend... if only i could have that back...

but anyways i'm gonna go to bed... i have to get up ridiculously early in the morning to go strawberry picking with my aunt... and then i gotta go take my grandma somewhere after that... so i dunno... i'll be around... much love xoxo

<3 jay

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