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May 19, 2005
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[ mood ] ::
cleaning is fun
[ quote ] :: "yeah do you know how many people say that phrase? but yet... she actually believes she made it up!" - some girl on tv talking about paris hilton and her "thats hot" bullshit
[ xangsta ] :: joe_x
[ new subs ] :: none

[ dis or dat thursday ] :: i deliver, you dish...

you may know her as the daughter of the soulful ballad writer/singer lionel richie... or for being the side-kick to the ever so obnoxious and dim-witted paris hilton. while she (as her best friend) isnt really famous for doing anything... she is one of americas most popular women. a bit trashy in the past, she's glammed up her style to look more like a :ahem: lady... yes... you're right! it's nicole richie
thoughts on the celebrity are welcomed in comments
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ok so... didnt do much today...
i keep forgetting to mention this... at the bottom of my page are some buttons to some VERY important sites... you can actually help the fight against hunger, breast cancer, etc... just by clicking the buttons... no donations are required... every hit you make... donates money to the causes so please help out these organizations and click the buttons at the bottom... THANKS!!!
god woke up at the ass crack of dawn (not really more like 9ish) by my best friend, kris. he wanted to go out to wal-mart and get some medicine. then we decided to go out to eat at p.f. changs... it was great... mmm mongolian beef is awesome... hehe i <3 him... he's the greatest dude friend ever...
i got a nice "good morning" text message from adrian this morning...

then i came home and took a nap... that was nice...
woke up again and went to see googy perform at school... it was so cute... she sang and some other kids played the violins... it was extremely wonderful... i was so amazed by 5 year olds playing the violin... when i have kids i definately want them to play something... i want a musical household... cause i'm a musician and i'd love to marry a musician... so we could make the next partridge family... lol
then i went to town in mary kay's house... i just cleaned my ass off... moving furniture...vaccuming, dusting, windexing the hell outta their living room... by the end... it was a masterpiece... god i love cleaning so much... by the end of next week every single room in that house WILL be spotless... if only they would keep it that way... i'm sure tomorrow the living room will look like hell again... damnit

You are a holy princess Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light you radiate purity. Your innocence and
wisdom sees the good in everyone. Merciful to
the extreme, you will try to help misguided
souls find themselves and peace.
Congratulations - and don't ever change - the
world needs more people like you. You are
sensitive, caring, and deep and your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful. You will only ever
use your royal power to do well, and you will
most likely give your wealth away to charity.
You love nothing more than to have all your
time occupied with good deeds.
Which proud princess are you? (Dazzling pics and detailed results!)
brought to you by Quizilla
anyways i'm about to go to bed... gasps.. i know... it's not even 1 LOL... i would straighten my hair but i'm gonna wait til tomorrow to do all of that... so yeah i'm out for the night... thanks to everyone for their words of encouragement... it was great... i love ya'll so much... much love xoxo
<3 jay
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May 18, 2005
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[ mood ] ::
what have i done
[ quote ] :: "awww jennifer they're cute!!!" - googy, watching the frogs near the pond tonight
[ xangsta ] :: joe_x
[ new subs ] :: none
DAMNIT SOMEONE SUBSCRIBE!!!
[ a waste of time wednesday ] :: quizzes with html codes too...
Star Wars Horoscope for Pisces
A typical Pisces, you have your head in the clouds. You're self-sacrificing and a bit too passive to stand up to the dark side. You become fairly pessimistic when put under pressure. You are a chameleon - wanting to change your scenery on occassion. Star wars character you are most like: Lando
wait a minute!!! there was a black dude in the old star wars???
i DID NOT know that... learn something new everyday
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ugh i'm so upset... just cried my eyes out... deep down i know i did the right thing, but i hurt part of myself and someone else in the process... it was never my intention... and i apologize... i really honestly am hurting... but thats what love does... i have to see what there is out there... and if it works out... great... if not... i'll have some soul searching to do...
well jazzo and i got into a fight yesterday about something i will not repeat... it was so trival... and she hurt me and i hurt her... were cool now... i just want her to realize that she was absolutely right when she said things were different because she was married now... so things apply differently to us all... i never meant to say what i said in a vicious way... i just wanted to help you understand our situations were one in the same... i love you jaz... always will
mary kay found out today she's gotta have a histerictomy... which is sad because deep down i know she was hoping ron would change his mind and want another baby... but now it definately wont happen... i feel so bad for her... i'm really hurting because of that too... she's been through so much lately i dont know how she gets out of bed every morning but thank god she does... cause she keeps me sane... i thank god daily i have her in my life
i'm getting depressed again... my dad thinks it's bull... i'm making it up... but something isnt right... i wish i could go away for a month without anyone talking to me... just me, myself, and i... thats all i need right now is some alone time...
well i'm gonna go... leave some inspirational comments for me people... i love ya'll... much love xoxo
<3 jay
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READ MY POETRY :: my_w0rds_are_like_water
May 17, 2005
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[ mood ] ::
[ quote ] :: "BAKED LAYS!! it's like they're baked and you're smokin pot. and they're laaaaaaayyyyzzz" - Gobi, from the Jarret's Room skit on SNL
[ xangsta ] :: joe_x - very cool site... check it out...
[ new subs ] :: none...
nikki i feel your pain... let's mourn together... LMAO
[ random xangan tuesday ] :: say that 3 times fast... haha

Name: Carter Anderson
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Metro: PG County
Birthday: May 24, 1976
Gender: Male
Interests: Martial Arts, Cooking, Shopping, Traveling, Golf, Photography, Web & Graphic Design, Music Production
Occupation: Computer related
Industry: Government
Website: visit my website
AIM:
NuBNPrnce
MSN: carteranderson@hotmail.com
Yahoo:NuBNPrince524

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anyways... back to whatever...
i'm trying to think if something cool happened or something spectacular went on... but alas it did not... but i like it like that... i dont like super special stuff... regular ole life is good enough for me...
well in regards to what i wrote yesterday about the confused in the love department. i am no longer that. while the one person seems to have everything i want, he does have some irredeemable flaws. i just cant look past those and i cant allow myself to fall victim to them. i love him to peices. i really do. but i cannot pretend that i'm ok with all the things that happened... i'm not... and i just cant allow myself to be one of those women who fall to their knees because a great guy comes along... he may be a great guy but not the great guy for me. he may end up reading this... if in which case he does... i'm sorry. all my love, luck, and support goes to you.
it seems that adrian (the one who doesnt have all the things i want), may end up being the one i really want. we talked for a while and i dunno how to explain it but there was some kind of newness there and i appreciated that. sadly we both have some issues we need to work on though before we jump into anything.
oh man last night there were these two frogs singing in ron's pond... it was awesome... it was one of those close to nature experiences... it was fun... i dont get to stop and appreciate nature like i should. but apparently it's mating season so they were all calling out to each other last night... then they got in the pond and i think they were makin LOVE... haha i kept joking mary kay and called the pond "frog love water" LMAO
You're a hardworking individual enshrouded by an overwhelming sense of mystery, beauty, and intrigue. Though always on the go, you keep focused, helping -- often rapturing -- those you meet.
Take the What Pulp Fiction Character Are You? quiz.
anyways... nothing is wrong with my laptop but i'm taking it in... something is wrong with the cooling method device... basically when i play things or do things that require a lot of energy... the computer works harder and become hot... well my cooling device isnt working to it's full potential so when i play games like the sims... it goes "fuck you bitch... i'm hot" lol
alright alright alright... i'm gonna go now... see ya tomorrow... much love xoxo
<3 jay
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READ MY POETRY :: my_w0rds_are_like_water
May 16, 2005
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[ mood ] ::

[ quote ] :: "you're so ghetto jay... god you're ghetto!" - ebony, talking about me being ghetto... yea in style but not in personality lol
[ xangsta ] :: joe_x - the comic strip xanga... very funny check it out...
[ new subs ] :: goodpirate - yayee she switched... go tell her happy xanganiversary
[ monday ] :: nothing so far... gimme some ideas people...
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ok so... apparently my computer doesnt like it when i play the sims... because whenever i start... my computer says "haha i will cut off on you..." and basically gives me about 30 minutes to get out of the game before it completely shuts off... my laptops gets really hot and it just cuts off... i hate it argh
well lets see... nothing big happened... i feel horrible i didnt put up the sunday seven... i know shame on me...
anyways i dont know what to do in the love life department... i'm so very confused... i like someone but i'm in love with someone else... someone wants me but only if i do certain things and the other someone loves me and doesnt want me to change... i just dont want to be hurt again.... i guess this is something that i'm gonna have to talk to god about... because right now... i want a serious committed relationship... i want romance, i want companionship, i want honesty, i want love, i want intimacy... all that... to be honest i'm 20... and i want to be married when i'm 23ish... so i'm kinda hoping to meet my future husband within the next year... but god may have different plans... i dunno... the someone i like doesnt want to get married anytime soon or have kids until he's 30... the other someone wants all this now... you can only imagine who i'm talking about... as things develop i'll let them out...
anyways i was talking to my friend shauna... the girl i ran into that i went to elementary school with... it was fun... we're planning on going to the movies this weekend... hooray for new friends... haha i'm such a geek...
anyways it's kinda late... i'm waiting for someone to get online... but i dont think that person will... i dunno... oh well... if that someone is reading this... and i'm sure that someone knows who i'm talking about... call me... i love you...
much love xoxo
<3 jay
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READ MY POETRY :: my_w0rds_are_like_water
May 14, 2005
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[ mood ] ::

[ quote ] :: "did you hurt the floor?" - mary kay, joking with googie when she fell
[ xangsta ] :: LilCutieMunchkin
[ new subs ] :: none

[ charlie brown saturdays ] :: good grief charlie brown!

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anyways... got a new phone... hehe love it... real music ringers... when adrian calls "let me love you" plays, when p.lane calls t.i. "you dont know me" plays, when ebony calls "if i aint got you" plays, and when jasmine calls napoleon dynamite says "frigin' IDIOTS!!" LMAO
speaking of jasmine... SHE COMES HOME TONIGHT!!! HOORAY!!!
i went shopping yesterday... i bought 2 sprays from bath and body works (the new apple martini and my favorite country apple)... and i bought 12 tarts from yankee candle and a big fruit punch candle... and while i was in their i ran into a friend (shauna) i use to know from ELEMENTARY school... we exchanged AIM names and whatnot and we're gonna chill... yayee new friends...
speaking of new friends... this girl is transferring to ODU... she was trying to find people from ODU and stuff... so she found me on myspace... she is super sweet... seems like a really cool girl... so i'm gonna do the sweet thing and show her around the area when she comes in... ahh i feel like i'm in a movie...
by the way by page to myspace is RIGHT HERE
adrian is an ass... but i mean that in the most endearing way

justin and i talked about stuff... i'm confused... and i hate it... damn...
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Andi is your soulmate.
You truly love Jasmine.
You consider Ebony your true friend.
You know that Veronica is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Phylania for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Mary Kay is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Adrian is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Amber is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Amber changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Tory is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Tory has a hidden internet romance.
well anyways... I LOVE ALL YOU XANGA PEOPLE... really i do... more than i love dr. pepper... gasp... lol
much love to you all xoxo
<3 jay
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READ MY POETRY :: my_w0rds_are_like_water
May 13, 2005
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[ mood ] ::

[ quote ] :: "bitch... bitch... bitch, bitch, bitch..." - me, silently chanting outside of mary kay's house talking about a certain FEMALE
[ xangsta ] :: LilCutieMunchkin
[ new subs ] :: SimplePaperHeart - the former ms. goodpirate...
[ flashback friday ] :: what we gon' do is go back, way back, back into time...
flashin you back to 05.02.04 - click to read
me getting all mushy about my gf julie getting married... funny... that marriage didnt last. precisely why i dont wanna get married now... you get married immature, you'll have an immature marriage... i dunno even know what job i was talking about getting... i didnt wanna work at harbor park after the summer of 03... that was a shitty job... i hated it... cory and i cool??? haha yeah right... that never works... even tho we're cool now... LMAO and apparently this was while i was still in prison (LMAO) for my reckless driving ticket :gulp:... i hated that damn moment of my life... it sucked... haha i was weak about the clorox commercial tho... LOL seriously... how many of you got up and cleaned your laundry after watching that commercial... LMAO
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ok so yeah i know i updated like 3 hours ago... so if you didnt get with the dis or dat... DO THAT...
god i miss adrian... adri-AN... haha thats what josh kept calling him last night... it was funny cause they were like "awww you guys are sweet together... adrian is that your woman? .... kiss and make up guys..." ... i was like "were not fighting" ... adrian was like "i think you need to leave us alone..." but anyways he was like grilling me last night... every 5 minutes he was like "are you ok? you need anything? you sure? everything ok?"
i was like "i'm good... chill"
It's Not Sex. It's ... :
The Wink Wink Nudge Nudge
so anyways drama has once again fluttered (haha you like that right?) back into my life...
tory is starting shit between the subehs (mk and ron) and i... she's going back and forth telling them stuff and then telling me stuff... tonight i went over there and mk was like "thats bullshit... none of that is true"... tory needs to keep her mouth CLOSED or i'ma close it for her... when i walked in she rolled her eyes... i dont have time for that childish bullshit... just cause she got mad cause i went to a party this weekend and didnt invite her... it wasnt my party to invite her to... get the fuck over it... i'm sick of FEMALES... not women, not girls... FEMALES... bitches
May 12, 2005
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[ mood ] ::
yea
[ quote ] :: "your ass is great... i just like touching it... jennifer touch jay's butt..." - ebony, "ooo hehe" - jennifer, "this is wrong... out of the 3 people i'm with, i have two females rubbing my ass and i cant get the guy to touch it... something is NOT right!" - me
[ xangsta ] :: LilCutieMunchkin
[ new subs ] :: BluesGarden -

[ dis or dat thursday ] :: i deliver you dish

you may know this fella from his slapstick comedy show, or the hilarious movies he stars in. one of the only comedians i know that can break through the barrier of race and find something funny for everyone to laugh at. ok stop saying "i'm rick james bitch!" so i can introduce dave chapelle.
May 11, 2005
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[ mood ] ::
men
[ quote ] :: "what's this movie called?" - adrian, "NATIONAL TREASURE!! god we've only said it 50 times tonight..." - me
[ xangsta ] :: LilCutieMunchkin - ch-ch-check it out lol
[ new subs ] :: mamaloves_angel - WOOHOO... finally someone... even tho i know her... lol
[ a waste of time wednesday ] :: quizzes with html codes too!!
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.
this couldnt be further from the truth... well some of it...
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anyways... yes... i cleaned the bathroom... for those of you who dont know me personally, i'm a HUGE neat freak. ask any of my closest friends and they will tell you whenever they call me this like how the conversation goes (i am bolded)... "HEL-LO" "hey... whatcha doin?" "cleaning..." "didnt you clean yesterday?" "yeah but i gotta keep up" ... LMAO i'm always cleaning... i have a thing about dust, dirt, and odor... if it's present, i must destroy it... i vaccum EVERY day... i dust once a week... i clean my air purifier once a week... i let fresh air in every other day... i make my bed everyday and spray it with lysol and febreze... yes i'm quite quirky about that... i cant help it...
one minor thing i forgot to mention... i AM now officially on academic probation... yes jay has knocked them dead at ODU with a skimpy 1.91
so jasmine and i talked today about some BULLSHIT... i didnt mean that in a mean way... i mean as in... regular old crap... which she understands what i mean by that... i miss her a lot... i cant wait til she gets back...
i'm starving... ok sorry that was off topic
speaking of jasmine and starving LMAO... she told me to hit up this site called myfreediet.com. you answer a few questions and they give you a diet to follow for a few weeks... i think i'm gonna do this... cause i dont like to starve but i do need to lose weight in a different way... and no people i'm not doing this for adrian... i've been struggling with my weight since i was about 15... and finally i've started to lose... currently i'm at 205 (i was 222)... i want to be back where i use to be... 150-160 ish...
so tonight was the spring concert @ my alma mater... and i so wanted to go... but i told jennifer that i would come over and watch a movie with her, gary, and adrian... now ebony was gonna go with me to the concert (i honestly forgot it was tonight)... she called me TODAY... not yesterday... not sunday... to ask me when i was leaving... i told her i wasnt going... which i could hear in her voice she was upset about it... but i dont feel bad about it at all... i know that sounds wrong... but she does this to me too... and i think she just felt what i've been feeling for the past year or so...
yeah saw adrian... a lot of indirect touching... we sat next to each other on the couch... kinda close... i dunno...
anyways... i'm out... i just made some pasta salad and accidently poured almost a third of the bottle of oregano in the mix... LOL...
here's my recipe for pasta salad... you'll love it...
Pasta Salad Ala Jay
-boil rigatoni noodles as you would any type of pasta
-after draining them, rinse them in cold water
-drizzle (DO NOT POUR) olive oil on them
-pour as much vinegar on them as you wish (not a lot tho or it will be watery)
-drizzle a salad dressing of your choice (ex: ranch, italian, caesar, even mayo) i like to use kraft's parmesan caesar vinaigrette
-sprinkle with your choice of seasonings (salt, pepper, oregano, basil, rosemary, thyme, garlic, etc.) i use a seasoning salt mixture
-add parmesean cheese if desired (feta cheese would be good too)
-toss and viola... pasta salad!
you can add veggies to your pasta too (olives, carrots, tomatoes)
keep the remaining noodles in the fridge. to serve just add the ingredients (it will already be cold)
this is also really good on cucumbers (my grandma calls it cucumber salad)... only difference... you add chopped raw celery and onions to chopped cucumbers... and stick it in the fridge for at least an hour...
ok seriously... as p.lane would say... GONE!! much love xoxo
<3 jay
** if you wanna be xangsta of the week you must:
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b. be involved in posts
c. be uber cool - LMAO
- vote for me, rate & review my site... puhleeze <3
READ MY POETRY :: my_w0rds_are_like_water
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