April 2, 2005

  • i wanted to post this real quick...


    the church begins 9 days of morning in the death of pope john paul II...



    a faithful servant of the lord has now joined him in heaven... my prayers are with the catholic church in their time of grief, and joy while they celebrate the life of a great man and his joining with GOD in heaven. as the baptists say: "absent with the body, present with the lord". god bless.


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    okie dokie... so it doesnt really seem like i'm on hiatus being that i have posted everyday since then... haha but you will notice that the post arent like the old ones... that will change... i'll be doing the regular "so week" stuff when i come back...


    gosh... i love you guys so much... you're all so awesome...


    yeah so tattoo... GOT IT! and it hurt like a bitch... haha but it doesnt hurt now... haha it's very pretty... i tried to take pictures but they arent coming out too nice... but hopefully i can play with some lighting and post them up on sunday...


    favorite play of dave chapelle skit ::


    dave :: THAT NIGGA TRIED TO KILL MY FAAATHER!!! (LMAO)


    another weird thing happened... i'm outside of mary kay's house with jaz and p.lane... we were just being a fool... and then a black scion drove by... my heart stopped and then my body ran cold... my mouth dropped down and my heart starting racing... is cory in town??


    i'm kinda upset right now... all i'm gonna say is that men are shady... girls be weary of who you get involved with.  i'm serious.


    nite ya'll much love xoxo


    <3 jay



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April 1, 2005

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    lemme make this perfectly clear...


    I AM NOT LEAVING XANGA!!! I AM TAKING A BREAK!!!


    i wouldnt even call it a real "hiatus" because i'll still be posting... just not everyday until i get school stuff straighten out. yeah... i love you guys...


    mysticangel4 is still xangsta... so go leave her love...


    oh yea... tattoo tonight... woop woop... i'm gonna get a cross... i'll post pics this week... i'm scurred... lol


    60% DISSED PARIS!!! (aww thats too bad lol)


    my wonderful husband scott made a great point tho: "She proves that no matter how much money you have... you cant buy class or dignity."


    another blow, terry schiavo died early this morning.  i'm mixed about this because i cant possibly believe that someone would want to keep living through that state, but i dont understand how our government can kill off a human life. and i dont understand if her husband loved her so much to "proceed with her wishes", why did he have children and live with another woman during their "marriage"?  whether or not she was completely brain damaged, that was HIS WIFE.  he just spit on god's vow to her.  i will say this tho, as much as i hate bush, he tried to save her, and that damn judge went right under him.


    RIP Terri Schaivo     1963 - 2005


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March 31, 2005

  • [ mood ] ::


    [ quote ] :: "have you ever been flashed?" - my pyschology professor, talking about sex offenders today


    [ xangsta ] :: MysticAngel4 - lovely girl... <3 xo


    [ new subs ] :: doctorkylawannab - taynx so much <3


    [ dis or dat thursday ] :: i deliver you dish...


    i wanted to see if everyone was gonna be all together on this one too... haha



    you might know this chick from... well... you probably dont know her for doing anything famous (unless you wanna count her oscar-winning performance in "a night in paris" LMAO) but it's not like any of you have seen that.  yeah she's probably one of the richest girls in the world... for doing absolutely nothing... ladies and gentlemen, i give you paris hilton.
















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    hiatus? yes i'm afraid so...


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    yeah it's time for me to take a break from xanga ::cries:: ... i havent been very dedicated to anything like i am to my xanga so this is the hardest thing for me.  it's a daily ritual for me to sit online in front of xanga forever lol... which is probably why school is suffering.  i need to be focusing on school for a minute.  i dont know how long i'll be gone... it could be until early may (when school is out) or until the middle of april (when things seem to simmer down). 


    i will definately post every now and then.  but i wont be posting everyday... (until school slows down) i'll probably post on the weekends or if something major happens... you guys will be the first to know. and i'll still be reading posts... and commenting... i just need to be doing what i need to do... and as important as xanga is to me, ODU comes first... and lately it hasnt.


    i have to write this tho... today is class we were discussing sex offenses (my pyschology law class) and we went to the registered sex offenders website for the state of va... i got home and decided to look up my area... a sex offender lives across the street from me!!! eck!!  it was only for "sexual assault battery"... it's still a big deal but whatever... i want to encourage everyone to look at their own states website... just google "your state sex offenders"... and the government website should come up... happy hunting...


    to drew :: i unblocked you from xanga and AIM... i needed a cooling off period.  maybe i blew it out of proportion, but you did offend me.  oh well everyone makes mistakes. i'm sorry for how i lashed out (there goes my mouth again lol).  if you wanna talk again... lemme know... if not... oh well, i tried.


    ok well i'm going to bed now... yeah early... for once... school is the only thing suffering, my sleep patterns, my room (junkiness city)... so whatever... you guys are so awesome... i'm coming back i swear to god... i'm addicted to this... LMAO hopefully this period of focusing wont be that long...


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    alright i'm out... i'll probably post saturday or something... much love xoxo


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March 30, 2005

  • [ mood ] ::


    [ quote ] :: "you are SO askin for a charlie murphy!" - me, thats what i'm gonna tell my children when they are about to get the hand to the ass LMAO


    [ xangsta ] :: MysticAngel4 - 2 words... uber cool


    [ new subs ] :: ehh... non existant... haha


    [ a waste of time wednesday ] :: quizzes with html codes too! lol






    You scored as Lindsay Lohan. You are most like Lindsay Lohan... (some simliar feautures NOT IDENTICAL)
























    Lindsay Lohan





    50%

    Michael Jackson





    50%

    Paris Hilton





    50%

    Ashlee Simpson





    50%

    Pamela Anderson





    38%


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    ok so anyways... i am sure a major huge big slacker... i've been to one class out of 3 this week... i need some guidance... anyone want to play mommy and tell me to go to class?? ... cause i'm so not interested in school... i use to be such a good kid... DONT SKIP CLASS CHILDREN... IT'S BAD...


    no seriously it really is...


    ok so i was thinking about this earlier today and i thought... wouldnt it be hilarious to go through some guys i've liked or like??? ... whatever... yea this is gonna be funny... woo kay only 3 dudes... just cause they are major people LOL


    this list is not in "who i like more" order... just so its not twisted... people are just poppin in my head... lol so here's the format... haha ::


    name / age / like or liked / how we met / rating overall (1-10)


    i was gonna put cory in here... but cory is on a different level...

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    colby / 18 / like / german class 11th grade year / 10 duh


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    he makes that face ALL the time... but he just reeks of hottnesssssss... sorry


    chad / 19 / like  / 6th grade lol / 10 (repetitive)


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    i heart him... ugh... so not my type, but then so perfect at the same time ???


    rodger / 20 / loved / 8th grade, church / 8 he's annoying but my best friend


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    yeah he's the white dude... my handsome ex and now good friend... great guy


    shawn / 19 / liked / 2nd grade / 9


    no pic  oh well... i cant find it... but when i do... ya'll will see it

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    anyways that was fun... and rather "12 year old girl" like of me to do... but they are all great guys and they deserved a little recognition... i have liked other people but it was either not that much or not that long... so whatever...


    ok this took way too much time... whatever... i'm out... oh yeah poll...




























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    still taking those answers fools... lol


    much love xoxo <3


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March 29, 2005

  • just a little added something... or rather a question...


    who's birthday is in april? besides peggs... (i'm doing the calendar)


    SCROLL DOWN FOR THE POST MY LIL XANGSTAZ!!

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    [ mood ] ::  yay


    [ quote ] :: i got quite a few...


    "is he gay?" - ebony, "with that haircut?... yes..." - me


    "god this music is so depressing it makes me wanna drink a bottle of nail polish..." - me, talking about the music playing before the show


    "isnt it sad everyone is sitting down for the donnas??" - me, LOL


    [ xangsta ] :: mysticangel4 - whoop whoop... rach in the house... haha


    [ new subs ] :: no one... but WHO CARES!! muhaha


    [ this is jay every- tuesday ] :: hate is not a family value...


    ok so this is always my chance to tell a story or take a standpoint... and gay marriage suddenly popped in my head.  if you dont know already... i am EXTREMELY liberal... actually liberal should be my middle name.  and i hate when people say "those damn liberals"... no actually i think it's kinda funny... anyways.  some people may think it's funny that i take the liberal side due to the fact that i'm also a southern baptist (an oxy moron to say the least), but i was raised by the good book.  and yes while homosexuality is a sin... it is something that god should handle, not regular people and certainly not the government.  no where in the text does it say "god hates gays", "dont talk to gays", "dont love gays"... because i was under the impression god loves everyone regardless of what they do and as christians we are to love everyone and pray for them.  and while people may think gays will burn in hell, i dont.  see it's straight fact, if you accept christ as your personal savior, you are saved from damnation. although i agree if you want to live the christian life, homosexuality shouldnt be included, but thats god's decision not mine.  so i'm all FOR gay marriage.  if everyone else is given the right to be married, why exclude them?  thats not the american way.  we are not a christian nation, we are mixed all differently.  outlawing gay marriage doesnt stop homosexuality so i dont see the real purpose.  it's not fair for our nation to follow christian beliefs, because not everyone believes in a higher being.  i hope that one day, i will live to see gay marriage possible.  love is love, whether its straight, bi, or homosexual... plain and simple.


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    OH YES... MAROON 5 WAS AWESOME!!!



    opening act :: the donnas



    so... we get there blah blah... mad people everywhere... we watched some rather depressing videos... (seriously... i was ready to slit my wrists LMAO)... then the donnas came on... they were good... i wont say great... but they were sweet... blah blah... we were so far away but i didnt care as long as i heard perfectly... maroon 5 came on and rocked it out... they play so well live... not many bands can do that... they sound real... anyways during the middle... chad from the neptunes came out and played the sax on "sunday morning" (chad and pharrell are from here)... and then for an encore they covered "frontin" by pharrell... it was sweet... i was so hyped when chad came out... makes me proud to be virginian...



    yea the asian dude... gotta <3 them... 757 SEVEN CITIES...


    ok so.... some pictures lol like i said we werent very close... haha


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    they looked bigger without the camera lol


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    why is this picture minature??? i dunno... exhibit A. adam levine... YUMMY


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    before the concert... look at ebony's cheezin ass grin LMAO


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    right before the concert... what is with me and the lips??? haha


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    super siked for maroon 5... and yet this was suppose to be MY bday present


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    straight hair for me... i was so tired... god i'm so pale with the flash LMAO


    ok blah blah blah


    well i feel like there was something else to say... umm yea... go figure






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    81%

    Ariel





    69%

    Peter Pan





    69%

    Sleeping Beauty





    69%

    Snow White





    56%

    The Beast





    56%

    Donald Duck





    50%

    Goofy





    50%

    Pinocchio





    44%

    Cruella De Ville





    31%

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    by the way thanks to my darling xanga husband, scott... i'm gonna keep that idea... but we'll see what happens... i just told ericka that i was sharing you so there wouldnt be a big fight LMAO (just kiddin', haha i'm such a kidder) I LOVE ERICKA... ::pouts:: i dont like sharing you tho... <3 xo


    apparently some advertising company hacked into my computer and has their advertisement stuck on my desktop... so my desktop is BRIGHT RED with the words SPYWARE on it... so i have a case now... and it's under investigation... scary... it's not malicious or anything but the advertiser disables your display options too... so i cant change it...


    oh  yeah weird... while we're waiting for maroon 5... i couldnt stop talking about chad (my old friend and crush from middle school)... i saw him at church yesterday (hell has frozen over)... and i kept saying stupid stuff like "oh my god, ebony, he would CATCH it! fast. wouldnt it be perfect? i love his mom, his mom is wild about me. we both are musicians.  i actually like his music.  we could have cute little kids with mohawks who play piano and guitar... and they could be like the new punky hansons..." LMAO... dream on jay...


    alright thats enough... THAT WAS A POST... yea boy... hope ya'll enjoyed that display... much love xoxo


    <3 jay


    <3 jay



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March 28, 2005

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    [ mood ] ::


    [ quote ] :: "lesson #438, reassuring your husband. 'honey, you are smart!'" - me, joking mary kay about how she has ron in check


    [ xangsta ] :: mysticangel4 - YAYEE... super cool girl... <3 her **


    [ new subs ] :: misc_times, xxyoursinsxx - taynx guys <3


    [ fly monday ] :: just click it fly monday - making your site look fly... LMAO


    yeah i figured i'd do this... just cause some people dig this... so whatever




    i want the code or the script in here... and it's just NOT working out for me LOL


    this way when it's in this box it does not interfer with the html i already have one here... UGH



    HELP


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    ok so yeah... i still dunno what to do for fridays... i'm changing that as well... so here is a poll for you guys... you can pick more than one item... it's just to see what you guys think should be for fridays




























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    HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!! woo hoo


    oh yeah... envy... you can hate me now...


    MAROON 5 CONCERT TONIGHT... muhahaha i <3 ebony


    i'm thinking about making a layout xanga where i make layouts... duh lol but i dunno... lemme know what you guys think... i'm not sure if i'm advanced enough for layouts... haha or if i even have that much time...


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    i hope everyone had a great holiday... i did... i went and saw my brother... he was SOOO funny... conversation went like this (i'm in the bold)


    ::knocks on the door::


    who is it???


    it's jennifer - (my mom lol)


    i wanna see sissie!! ::opens door::


    WHAT IS THIS??? ::holds up easter basket i made him::


    easter bunny came and saw you too??


    no he came to my house and left this for you... he didnt even bring me anything ::frowns::


    maybe you should ask him for a basket next year sissie...


    good idea... gimme easter kisses


    haha he is soooo funny... i love him too death... haha


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    i'm sorry i had to add this... LOOK AT HIS FACE!!! LMAO...


    well thats it... i need to study for a test tomorrow ECK... haha it's pyschology and the law tho... no biggie... anyways much love xoxo


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March 27, 2005

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    [ mood ] ::


    [ quote ] :: "look isnt that sad... googie's easter basket is bigger than mine!" - mary kay


    [ xangsta ] :: !!NEW!! mysticangel4 !!NEW!! **


    [ new subs ] :: none, but it's alright i guess lol


    [ the sunday seven ] :: copy and paste in comments


    VERY EASTER LIKE LOL


    what are you gonna do for easter?


    when did you realize there was no easter bunny?


    if you have children, do you plan on telling them about the easter bunny?


    doesnt spring time just make you wanna get randy? (LMAO)


    do you miss coloring eggs?


    if you could be an easter egg, what color or design would you be?


    tell one memory you have as a child about easter.


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    HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!


    i cant wait to see the look on my brother's face when he finds out the easter bunny came to sissie's house too!! LMAO


    one thing i love about easter, besides the fact that it celebrates the death and resurrection of my savior (whew mouthful), is that i love to go to church and see a million little girls dressed all cute in pastels... and they are so dainty and adorable... i just love it... ::sniff:: when i was little granddaddy would by me a little corsage to wear...


    anyways here are some cute pics for ya'll


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    haha funny...


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    jasmine thinks these are an abomination... lol... she doesnt think you should eat the cross... LMAO... "now remember kids, jesus died on that!" LOL


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    i laughed my butt off when i saw this... LMAO...


    anyways... i'm about to carrying my butt to sleep... church in the morning... so blah blah blah... i hope everyone has a great holiday... and all that good stuff... much love xoxo


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March 26, 2005

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    [ mood ] ::  woo


    [ quote ] :: "so you're going to a gay bar??" - me, talking to carson about going to a lesbian bar (hershee's) w/ ebony


    [ xangsta ] :: TheOneAndOnlyJ - last day to send her love **


    [ new subs ] :: NuBNPrince - i honestly LOVE his site... taynx boo


    [ photogenic saturdays ] :: any picture remotely cool...


    i searched passion and got this ...



    beautiful....



    my whole life... wrapped in two pictures... wow



    HAPPY BIRTHDAY NES!!! go send her love...


    okie dokie... woo i'm a little out of it...


    well today has been a very busy today... school, doctor, exchange at old navy, exchange at walmart, nails done, easter shopping at walmart, seeing ebony, seeing jasmine, being at mary kay's, seeing p.lane... it was fun...


    good times, good times...


    so yesterday was good friday, today he was buried, and tomorrow he rose...


    and of course the EASTER BUNNY comes tonight... hehe


    i wont be expecting any comments tomorrow cause it's saturday lol and it's a well known fact... NO ONE gets online on saturday... pssh


    i'm sorry i dont have much to say... actually i do... i'm just too weird right now to type it all... so yeah... much love xoxo


    <3 jay



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