March 20, 2005
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what one person has made a serious impact in your life?
is there anything you feel bad about?
drinking age 21: yay or nay?
do you believe that there is only one person for everyone?
favorite smell(s)?
are you starting to hate mtv?
do you want to have children? if so how many?
ok so i literally had a blast tonight... it was deanna's sweet 16 party... she's my youngest girlfriend... haha she lit all of her 16 candles and dedicated all of them to certain people... i was one of them... i was touched that i'm a role model to her... i hope that i can always be there for her... she's great...
so ebony and carson are back together... yayee... i'm happy cause it proves that maybe things will just work out for me... if they can do it... i know... well i wont say it... last night was i was gonna rant about how i know a certain person reads this... but i'll just keep that information to myself... maybe he'll read right over this LMAO... yea i miss you...
oh another thing that pisses me off... (continuing from last night)... i prop people... random people... because i like their site and they kick ass... then they come up on my site... but dont say anything... kinda like say "yea i'm sweet but you suck" LMAO... i'm a comment whore i cant help that... but common courtesy... i leave you propz at least acknowledge it... blah
oh well... i looked slammin!!! really... everyone was telling how hott i was tonight... and i dont hear that often so i was soakin it up... even tho i dont really agree with them... i looked better than i usually do but yea... lol
anyways i have to errands to run tomorrow... i was gonna go to church but last sunday i cried so hard... we had communion and pastor was talking about "he who eats this bread shall have eternal life" and i just busted out crying cause i know my granddaddy is in heaven... and grandma was crying cause granddaddy use to pass the bread (mini cracker thingies) and wine (grapejuice) around... and i felt so horrible about some things that i went to the altar and prayed and was crying and grandma told me "i love you.... and so does granddaddy..." and that was too much for me to take... so i'm gonna pass this sunday...
anyways i need to go to sleep... blah much love xoxo
<3 jay
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Comments (11)
what one person has made a serious impact in your life? my grandma and granddaddy, nana, my daddy, and cory...
is there anything you feel bad about? i feel bad about a lot of things... i feel bad that i smoke when it was lung cancer that took my granddaddy away, i feel bad that i broke cory's heart when we were 13, i feel bad that i dont call my gf's as much as i should... too many things
drinking age 21: yay or nay? for responsible people like me... i think the drinking age should be lowered, but then i look at people who are over 21 and still arent mature... i think bumping it up would be a wise thing... but honestly... i drink and i'm 20, so people will do it anyway
do you believe that there is only one person for everyone? yes, but i believe that god sends you other people to love so you can better appreciate that one... because i loved rodger and kevin with all my heart and they still mean a lot to me, but no one will never come close to the love i have for cory
favorite smell(s)? laundry, apples, grapefruit, melons... fruity smells... j.lo glow, egyptian musk, malibu musk, and uhh miami glow
are you starting to hate mtv? yea... these stupid ass shows are really pisses me off... like trl, real world, road rules, and documentaries are cool... but these "date my mom", "room raiders", and "dismissed" shows are really stupid... what happen to good ole fashion videos???
do you want to have children? if so how many? yes, i want to make a baseball team. haha... i want no more than 7 no less than 5.
I agree. I learned most of my values from my parents and thank god, otherwise I would have been lost..
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I really miss my great grandmother when we sing in church. That was her favorite part of church and it's mine too. I always get a little misty though when we sing "Amazing Grace" because that was her favorite song.
what one person has made a serious impact in your life? everyone i meet has an impact on me
is there anything you feel bad about? lots of stuff. but i am human.
drinking age 21: yay or nay? yay. maturity comes with the age too you know...
do you believe that there is only one person for everyone? i want to
favorite smell(s)? rain, roses (only the ones given to me of course), oranges
are you starting to hate mtv? yes
do you want to have children? if so how many? ehh...i dont know...
haha thanks, haha I tried to be brief I think lol the song in the bg is so sadd, but I like it lol
"i'm a comment whore i cant help that"
you're funny lol!! haha does that make me a kelly whore I think yeah whoo KELLY WHORE lmaoo wow that sounds so wrongg lolll haha but anyways copyin and pastinnn
what one person has made a serious impact in your life?
hmm i'm gonna be semi serious on this one, Kelly Clarkson; cause dude shes's done wonders withhhh my self confidence lol
is there anything you feel bad about?
yeah sure alot of things
drinking age 21: yay or nay?
I personally hateee the smell of alcohol, might have to do with my age but haha hey it's an aquired taste lol but yeah idk cause ppl below 21 drink anyway
do you believe that there is only one person for everyone?
yeah sure lol
favorite smell(s)? french vanilla, apple, mango, anything that has to do with fruits.
are you starting to hate mtv?
yeah besidess the Kelly mentions they have it's like RIGGED blehh
do you want to have children? if so how many?
haha I don't wanna go and think all ahead, one day at a timeee lol
wait yeah that's me kcfanatic lol on my test/ deserted bro's xanga lol
Aww I think that 16 candle thing was really sweet <3 I bet you looked hot - you're always gorgeous
I understand what you mean about the church thing, It's harder to stay in church now because I always think about my grandfather, he used to collect money for charitys with the little baskets. Just remember, your granddaddy is always watching over you, and he does love you very much (just like your grandma said) God bless xox
Rach <3
what one person has made a serious impact in your life?
I think that my great grandmother made the biggest impact on my life because she inspired me to be a strong woman, to write, and sing. She always had a belief that people should express themselves through whatever made them happy and to always be true to yourself.
is there anything you feel bad about?
Not at the moment I don't think there is anything I feel bad about.
drinking age 21: yay or nay?
I think that if you are old enough to smoke and fight in the armed forces you shoulod be able to drink. I mean seriously if you can get killed in two ways you might as well make it three.
do you believe that there is only one person for everyone?
I think that we have numerous people in our lives for a purpose. I would like to think that there is one person for everyone, but I think that people that get divorced and find another that they stay with...that there are a number of people that leave a lasting impression on our lives.
favorite smell(s)? Cookies, Curious (Britney Spear's perfume), Cherry blossom, Tracy's hair, my boyfriend, apple pie
are you starting to hate mtv? YES!
do you want to have children? if so how many? Yes, I want children. I want four.
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what one person has made a serious impact in your life? my mawmaw (grandma)
is there anything you feel bad about? not really
drinking age 21: yay or nay? yay I guess...I mean who needs a bunch of drunk teenagers?
do you believe that there is only one person for everyone? not really...right now I'm having mixed feelings because I really like 2 guys...so I guess maybe there are two?
favorite smell(s)? fresh bread, roses, chlorine, fresh apple pie, puppy breath
are you starting to hate mtv? I don't really watch MTV because we don't get cable, but all of ther publicity is starting to annoy me
do you want to have children? if so how many? yes...3 of my own and 3 adopted
Another one of these; I love em!
what one person has made a serious impact in your life? my mom
is there anything you feel bad about? yea, some things that I have done in the past that I can't take back or do over. I vow to never do them again
drinking age 21: yay or nay? I don't drink, so this really isn't a problem for me
do you believe that there is only one person for everyone? All in all, yes. It just takes awhile to find that person...
favorite smell(s)? 'Clean cotton' scented candles, baby shampoo, rain on a summer day, tanning lotion...and the list keeps going...haha
are you starting to hate mtv? yea... I don't really watch it
do you want to have children? if so how many? yes, probably 3 or 4.
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