April 7, 2005
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lala update... haha did you guys miss me??? haha i hope so...
anyways just wanted to write a fews things... clear my head...
R.I.P. - Nancy Jo Coleman - 04.07.04
"absent with the body, present with the lord"
it's been a year since my friend, nanny, was killed in a car accident. she was only 14 years old. i'd known her practically all her life, growing up in church together. she was an amazing girl... and she is very missed by her wonderful family and her church family. please people when you drive, drive safely! i love you nanny! <3 xo
ok enough sad stuff... even tho i kno she's havin a BALL with god right now
i've learned this great new concept called "going to class!" it's great, i love it! haha really feel like i'm learning stuff again... i should have never stopped in the first place... anyways you guys remember that GOD AWFUL brief paper i had to write for sensation and perception? and i basically just wrote bullshit off the top of my head??... I MADE A "B" ON IT!!! haha suckas....
today ADT came a put the alarm system in our house... kinda weird... i'm so freaked out now about people breaking in... and then my dad is telling me all these scenarios and what i should do in case something happens... ugh... good luck with me sleepin tonight...
god is good, all the time... and all the time god is good. that is the honest to god truth. today jasmine got a flat tire in farm fresh. these total strangers (older black biker boys LOL) came and were gonna put the donut on the car... they didnt have a jack... and then all the sudden this other man comes out of nowhere and is like "do you need a jack?"... we thanked those men a million times and asked god to bless them... amazing...
now i only wish god would do some other things... LMAO
anyways i have 5 extra credit papers to write, and 8 page literature review paper, 9 article summaries, another paper, and computer modules to do in the next week... pray for me... i'm gonna need it...
i miss you guys... i cant wait til school is squared away! much love xoxo
<3 jay
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Comments (21)
I'm praying for you! It really sounds like you need it with all the school crap you have to do! Wow! Good luck to you, sweetie!
oh yea... i need all the prayer i can get... :fcku: LMAO taynx
ooops i didnt know that i was the birdie one... HAHA all i saw was the face... LOL +charliebrown+ good grief!
In all honesty, I fake about 95% of my confidence.
I think it's one of those, "If you tell yourself enough times then it will come true" deals.
I missed you TTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSS much
Sounds like a busy week for you!! Sorry to hear about your friend. Hope you have a good day today! ((HUGS))
Well I'm glad that you are going to class. It's very important. Learning can be fun sometimes. +spongebob+
Ugh, speaking of class I have to ready to go there myself this morning. So I shall talk to you later.
Yay! You're back
I missed you <33 God bless your friend, Nanny <3 I'll keep her in my prayers.
I'm so glad that your school is going well and you're enjoying it! That's awesome. And you got a B on that paper - smartie pants !
Remember that ADT system will protect you - so no need to lose sleep over it
Hope everything else is going well 
Rach<3
Prayers for you!
And thankies for adopting one ^.^ Which one did you adopt? >.>
~Munchki <3
tell me where i can get them
hun as long as i'm around, those papers will get done...
GOD is GOOD ALL THE TIME and ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD!!
love you
thanks! your the first person to really complement the skin on my xanga! i feel so proud of it because i made it myself. glad to see that your updating again! good luck with school. (-:
<3
and yes, latley i've been in a great mood. it feels rad.
Aww- thanks so much =)
Good luck with school and everything...hit me up on myspace!
Hey Jay...yes GOD is good ALL THE TIME! I could be a lot worse off than I am but he's been lookin out fuh me...I think he's been kickin my butt cuz I been doin dumb crap lately but when I need him MOST, he's got my back...anyway, I wish I would learn the "goin to class" concept...sum days I jus wanna lay in bed and eat...lol...do I sound depressed? I'm not...it jus seems like my professors are tryin tuh make sure we get ALL this wurk done in 4 weeks...it's crazy...but I'll pray fuh u...stay up ~N~ I love u...lata...+peterpan+KID
You'll get through it... HOpe it goes smoothly and with as less stress as possible :wink1:
may your friend bless you.
good luck with all those papers! +ariel+
I'll make you a banner whenever you'd like sweetie! Especially if you already have the theme and all that jazz picked out, like last time!
Just lemme know what you wanna do or you can e-mail me the stuff....or whatever....it all works for me! Hope you have a wonderful week....you deserve it!
Oh! And after looking around at your site for awhile....I must say....you could add Kevin's birthday to your calendar!
He'll be 20 April 17th. Just wanted to let ya know! 
ummm that justin timberlake video gots to go... lol
...you know its weird...for you and me to be liberals, we disagree on a lot of shit, lol...
...i agree that the pope is a good man...i never said anything against him being a good man...but jay, my point is that he is a MAN...i mean, they didn't have a week long funeral for other great men, (i.e. dr. king, malcolm x, the previous pope, etc)...i just don't understand the whole ordeal..i'm not saying his funeral shouldn't have been televised or people shouldn't have been given a chance to mourn...he was the leader of a religion, of course he should...but not a whole week, jay, i don't care how great he was...
...as far as terri schiavo..i disagree with you absolutely...her body was alive but she was a vegetable...she had died a long time ago..the only things keeping her aliver were machines...when you get to the point in your life where you are being kept alive by machines, you are NOT alive in my opinion...and if you were in her place, honestly,jay, would you really want every machine possible keeping you alive eventhough without them you'd die? would you want your family to have to go into debt to keep those machines going?...she was clinically brain dead...and really the issue had nothing to do with HER....it was a conservative right wing agenda...that's why it got such publicity...and it was sickening to see her go through that...and as far as her husband is concerned...he accepted the truth a while ago...i don't fault him for starting a new life and really it's no one's business anyway...he didn't just up and go find this other woman as soon as terri was disabled...he took care of her himself for like, 5 to 7 years before he realized the inevitable...then that's when her parents jumped up and started this fight...and how could she be responsive? she was brain dead...i don't believe that at all...i think that was sad final ploy by her family to keep her alive...and i'm sorry, i know you have a strong rooted belief that your family and friends have a say on what goes on with your life even after you're married (well at least that they still come first...) but i think that decision was her husband's to make...really it was hers, her husband was carrying out her wishes...
...and if her husband looked at her as a paycheck he would've took the 1 million dollar payday that rich conservative guy was offering if he'd give custody back to the parents...or if he looked at her as a paycheck he wouldn't have waved his rights to her insurance...he didn't care about the money...he moved on with his life cuz he knew she was already gone...
...i'm sorry we differ on these opinions. but thanks for not being an airhead and giving us stimulating conversation instead of "cher/dionne" conversation...lol...love you...
whats wrong with justin, corey??? you hater... :yell:
jaz i'm sorry but you're completely full of shit... once again you have managed to get me really upset... HER HEART WAS BEATING SHE WAS ALIVE... i'm sorry but from the moment egg joins with the sperm there is life and from the moment your heart stops for whatever reason you're dead... plain and simple... i value life... and on the whole marriage crap... HE WAS LIVING AND FUCKING ANOTHER WOMAN while he was married to her!!!!!!!!!! but thats doesnt mean anything i guess... I'M SORRY HE JUST SPIT ON HER AND GOD... because like i said... you make vows not to do that shit when you get married... and since you're the one such a stickler for til death do us part, for better or for worse crap, dont you understand???
also i'm sorry but i refuse to turn my back on my friends and family once i become married... my husband is not the ONLY person whos opinion matters.... when i get married it will be my family gaining a son not losing a daughter... when you get married families join, they dont separate... i dont care what the bibles says about that... the bible illudes to the fact that woman shouldnt do anything besides stay at home... and i dont see women doing that either... i read the bible and trust it's rules, but i always remember that the bible was written a LONG time ago by MEN... if you want my honest opinion i think you're a little out there with what a marriage should be and what it shouldnt be...
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