April 11, 2005


  • ok hey guys... little update... i wont even lie and say i've been great... i've been pretty much upset, hurt, offended, pissed off, confused, and down right irritated since my last post...


    i feel like i'm neck deep in everything... i'm really honestly sick of it...


    school is blah... i've overslept twice... which sucks...


    i cut my hair... not really short... but i got it layers... i like it...


    finally i feel like i'm the only one with a sane brain sometimes... i feel like everyone around me is on crack and i'm the only sober one... i knew as i got older i'd come to realize how different i am from other people and how much differently i was raised than other people but damn... what the hell is going on??? i'm confused! i feel like only 2 people actually have their heads straight and are thinking clearly.  i wont even say their names because everyone will get pissed cause i didnt say their names instead.  but i honestly feel like too many people get into things and do things without thinking... and amazingly when things go wrong they always come to you for some kind of support.  but i dont know what to say to them anymore... it's not that i'm sick of hearing it... but ultimately i dont understand why it's a big deal. 


    and i hate when people say one thing and do another... like the rules dont apply to them... and they point the finger at everyone else but really they should be worrying about themselves... ugh


    i'm so upset and pissed and hurt and ugh...


    oh well thats life i guess... anyways i'm gonna go pick up the goog... i'll update whenever... papa roach is suppose to be playing but i dunno whats going on with it... much love xoxo


    <3 jay


    ps - i dont feel like copying all that crap and putting it in here so scroll down...


    ps - hiatus may be done in another week or two

Comments (13)

  • It's ok Jay, you don't even have to say my name. I know you were talking about me :)

  • i love you

  • Aww Jay :( I'm sorry you're not very happy right now. I sometimes feel the same way when I think everyone else is just insane and I'm the only one with some common sense but it'll all clear up and things will work out to be okay. Keep smiling and keep on being your cheerful self and you'll be just fine. I'm here for you! :)

    Rach<3

  • +bettyboop+ hey!

    i hope you begin to feel better. i remember feeling just like that like...three weeks ago. dont worry, this sucky feeling you have will eventually pass. stay strong.

    <3

  • Aww, I hope you feel better!  Oh yea, and I miss you and your GREAT posts..get back on here soon!!

  • hi, hope u feel better soon:)

  • Head up babe!

  • I know exactly what you mean. School has been a bitch let me tell you. There are days that I just want to curl up in my little hole and disappear. I hate feeling like everything is coming up around you and feel as though you are going to drown.

  • Hey Jay...don't even worry bout all dat stress.  People just grow and realize that their level isn't tha same as everyone elses and u can't change it so jus get JAY and SCHOOL straight...stay up and PRAY...love you...+peterpan+Kid

  • :cheeky::dizzy::smirk::upset:+cartman+ +kenny++spongebob++patrick++squidward++mrkrabs++hulk++domokon++bettyboop++feathers++gromit++shaun++wallace++plankton++gary++sandy++jackskellington++joker++pinkpanther++scoobydoo++bigbird++bert++woodstock++peterpan++tinkerbell++john++michael++wendy++captainhook++nana++bubbles++blossom++snoopy++charliebrown++nermal++arlene++pooky++jonarbuckle++jimmy++edd+:crying::plan::plan::crying::buzz::cheeky::dizzy::sirtalksalot::happytalk::smart::rolleye::rolleye::oops::wtf.gif::love::cheeky::yell::25::crying::shock:

  • ^^ thats the kind of emotionally nerveracking week i've had. yay... you girl...

  • dammit! it was supposed to say <3 you.... xanga....geez

  • you're nuts lol you're completely nuts andi... but you know i love you too... :love:

    i need to go a fix those smilies or get new ones because they have the wrong html codes for the faces... blah :XP:

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